BT Songs 1533 and 1534
This and the next one have similar backgrounds. Since 7th I was down with vomit and stomach pain. I survived with Ragi porridge [finger millet]. For a change 9th and 10th I took a little curd rice. As I completely stopped eating rice and only had millet as my food, the two day eating rice plus no fruit in the night created severe constipation. And this morning after the meal as I pushed too much and was straining much I managed to get relief from that. But it caused some severe injury inside my anus. Then I was unable to sit or lay down or stand or walk. Every half an hour I was doing one thing —sit or stand or walk or lay down. Unable to tolerate the pain and irritation inside my anus, I became very upset with God and wrote this song. As the pain continued even after that, in the evening I wrote the next song.
Moral of the song is: Don’t lament when you become sick. It will give much inspiration to think or write or at least to keep quiet not fighting for any rights.
But I used one conventional remedy. As I cannot get the gel that the doctor prescribed immediately I applied castor oil by using an air bud inside my anus. It gave me some relief and started to feel much better.
Keep a small pocket of castor oil in your home. It will be useful for so many illnesses. Check the internet for the various uses of castor oil.
1533 முதுமை அடைந்தானோ
செய்யவும் ஆளில்லை
சாவும் வரவில்லை
என்கிற நிலையிலே
பலருமே வாழ்க்கையில்
இன்னுமேன் வாழணும்
எதற்காக வாழணும்
என்கிற கேள்விதான்
மனதிலே வந்திடும்
செய்யவே ஆளில்லை
என்கிற போது
கேட்க- பதில்தர
யாருள்ளார் சொல்லு
“அதுசரி யாருமே
கேட்கத போது
இதையேன் சொல்கிறாய்
அதையேனும் கூறு”
‘இதைக் கேட்கும்நீ
யாரதைக் கூறு
அதன்பின் சொல்கிறேன்
யாரிடம் என்று’
அதன்பின் எவ்வித
ஓசையும் வரவில்லை
கேட்பது-சொல்வது
யாரெனத் தெரியலை
இதுதான் இன்றைக்கு
பலரது நிலைமை
அதைக்கூட சொல்ல
அவர்க்கில்லை உரிமை
உரிமையைத் தேடும்
காலமும் போனது
உயிரோடிருப்பதே
பாரமாய் ஆனது
தன்னிடம் சொல்லி
தானே கேட்டு
வாழ்ந்திடும் முதியோருக்கு
உரிமையும் ஏது
ஆயினும் என்செய்ய
மாற்று வழியேது
அன்றாடம் இதுபோல்
வாழ்ந்து முடிக்காமல்
தந்திடும் இறைவன்
ஏனோ இழந்தான்
அவனது உரிமையை
ஒருவேளை அவனும்
நம்போல் முதுமை
அடைந்து தனியே
இருக்கிறான் போலும்
அழைத்தால் செல்லலாம்
அவனுக்குத் துணையாக
ஆயினும் அதுகூட
அவனுக்கு முடியல
என்செய்ய முதுமை
எவருக்கு வந்தாலும்
இதுபோல் ஆகும்
அனைவரின் நிலைமை
குருகுலம், 12-12-23, மதியம், 2.30 pm.
1534 பாடிப் பாருங்கள்
எல்லா முதியவர்
போலவே இறைவனும்
முதுமை அடைந்த
காரணம் அதனால்
பார்வை குன்றி
காதும் மங்கி
வாயும் குழற
அமைதியாய் இருக்கான்
ஆகவே எத்தனை
குரல் கொடுத்தாலும்
அடிக்கடி நம்நிலை
எடுத்துச் சொன்னாலும்
கேட்கவும் முடியாமல்
பேசவும் இயலாமல்
அவனும் கூட
மவுனமாய் இருக்கான்
சாட்டை காட்டி
பயனும் இல்லை
காணும் தொலைவில்
அவனும் இல்லை
அருகோ-தொலைவோ
எங்கிருந்தாலும்
அதனை அவனும்
பார்ப்பதும் இல்லை
சரிவிடு போகட்டும்
மனதுள் இருந்தால்
தியானத்தின் மூலம்
தொடர்பு கொள்ளலாம்
என்று எண்ணி
தியானித்துப் பார்த்தால்
களைப்பால் அவனும்
தூங்கி விட்டான்
இறுதியில் எதற்கும்
இருக்கட்டும் என்று
ஏட்டில் பாடாய்
எழுதிய உடனே
எங்கிருந்தோ அவன்
ஓடியே வந்து
போதும் “சாமி”
நிறுத்திடு என்றான்
இப்போ தெரிந்தது
எனக்கொரு ரகசியம்
ஏனவன் தொண்டர்
பாடினர் என்று
கேட்க-நிறுத்த
ஒன்று செய்ய
உடனே அவனும்
ஓடியே வருவான்
அனுபவம் மூலம்
அறிந்ததினாலே
அதையே அவரும்
செய்தும் வைத்தார்
ஆகவே இறைவன்
கேட்கணும் என்றால்
ஏதோ பாட்டை
எடுத்து விடுங்கள்
அதன்பின் அவனும்
ஓடியே வருவான்
நடக்குதா இல்லையா
என்பதை பாருங்கள்
குருகுலம் 12-12-23, மாலை 5.30
BT Songs 1533 and 1534
This and the next one have similar backgrounds. Since 7th I was down with vomit and stomach pain. I survived with Ragi porridge [finger millet]. For a change 9th and 10th I took a little curd rice. As I completely stopped eating rice and only had millet as my food, the two day eating rice plus no fruit in the night created severe constipation. And this morning after the meal as I pushed too much and was straining much I managed to get relief from that. But it caused some severe injury inside my anus. Then I was unable to sit or lay down or stand or walk. Every half an hour I was doing one thing —sit or stand or walk or lay down. Unable to tolerate the pain and irritation inside my anus, I became very upset with God and wrote this song. As the pain continued even after that, in the evening I wrote the next song.
Moral of the song is: Don’t lament when you become sick. It will give much inspiration to think or write or at least to keep quiet not fighting for any rights.
But I used one conventional remedy. As I cannot get the gel that the doctor prescribed immediately I applied castor oil by using an air bud inside my anus. It gave me some relief and started to feel much better.
Keep a small pocket of castor oil in your home. It will be useful for so many illnesses. Check the internet for the various uses of castor oil.
1533 Did he become old?
There is none to help
And death is not coming
In this condition
As life goes for many
Why should we live and
What is the purpose in it
Only this question alone
Will come in the mind
“When there is
None to help
Who will listen or respond
Tell that first to me
When no one is
Listening to you
Why you even tell this
At least tell that to me first”
“Better tell me
Who is the one asking this question
Then I will give
My answer to you”
Then there came
No more voice
I don’t know who is the one
Telling and listening mutually
This is the condition
Of many people now
Even they don’t have
Any right to say this
The time of seeking
One’s right also have gone now
And living this life
Alone indeed became a burden
Where is any right
For the old people
Who is living alone
By talking and listening by oneself
But what else is
Any option left to this
Other than living
The life like this
Even the God
Who alone has the right to bring an end to this
Somehow also
Lost his own right
Did he also
Became old like us?
And does he also
Living alone like us?
But we can go and
Give company to him if he calls
But even that is not
Possible for him now [due to old age]
What to do
If old age has come
Everyone’s condition
Will become like this
Gurukulam, 12-12-23, 2.30 pm.
1534 Sing and see
As God also
Became an old person
Like all other
Old people
Diminished in eye sight
Listening capacity also reduced
Unable to talk properly as tongue gets twisted
He too remain quietly
Therefore, how much
Voice that we raise
And how often we
Lament about our situation
He also remains
In silence
Unable to listen to
Or to respond to
There is no use
In using any sign language
He is not within the proximity
To observe that also
Whether he is
Near or far away
He never
Observes us
OK, let it be
Let me try to communicate
By doing mediation
And as I tried
When I started to
Mediate and observed
He also went to sleep
As he too became very tired
Finally, thinking that let me
At least record this
And when I started
To write this song
From somewhere
He came running to me
And requested
‘Gentle man, please stop it’.
Now I understood
One great secret
Why all his devotees
Wrote songs to sing
Either he will come
Running to them
Either to listen to
Or to Stop it [as he always does to me]
As they learnt this
Only through their experience
They all have
Done only this
Therefore, if you want
God to listen to you
Just to begin to
Sing some song
Then he will come
Running towards you
Just try and see
Whether this happens or not
Gurukulam, 12-12-23, 5.30 p.m.
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