Conveted by Chatgpt followed by my translation in Tanglish corrected by Chatgpt then original in Tamil.
BT Song 1031
According to my limited understanding, God’s will is always related to our future plans. But I often feel that it is better not to try to know about it. Neither do I have the means nor the strength to accomplish it. So it’s better to try to live one day at a time. It is easy to live each day as His devotee according to the life which He has arranged for me.
BT Song 1031 – I Will Complete in You
Whatever may come,
Your will be done,
This blessing is enough,
With You, I’m one.
Though my heart
Asks questions deep,
Why must I
An answer keep?
Rejoicing and celebrating
In everyday grace,
Thankful always
For Your embrace.
Giving tomorrow’s
Life to Your hands,
Living today,
Where worry stands?
To know Your will
Is not so clear,
And if I did,
Where’s strength to steer?
Unable to know it,
Lacking strength too,
Still, I live,
Understanding anew.
Let others seek
The will unknown,
And live their lives
As it’s shown.
My need is joy
In life You’ve planned,
Predestined for me
By Your hand.
No more noise,
No search will be,
For Your will,
A mystery to me.
Living simple,
Devoted each day,
I’ll complete
My life Your way.
Mathigiri, 25-12-2018, 11:10 p.m.
BT Song 1031 – I Will Complete in You
Whatever may be,
Your will for me,
This blessing is enough,
As You dwell with me.
Though my heart
Asks so many questions,
Why should I give
An answer to it?
Celebrating and rejoicing
In everyday life,
Remaining thankful
For all within me.
Giving up tomorrow’s
Life into Your hands,
As I live,
Where are the worries?
Knowing Your will
Is not so easy,
Even if I know,
Where is the strength to fulfill it?
Unable to know it,
Not having strength to accomplish it,
I am living,
If I understand this, it is good for me.
Let others seek
The unknowable will,
And let them lead their lives
As they understand it.
My need is to live
This life with joy,
As You have already
Predestined it for me.
Therefore, I won’t make
Unnecessary noise anymore,
I won’t search for Your
Unknowable will.
Living as a
Simple devotee every day,
I will complete
The rest of my life in You.
Mathigiri, 25-12-2018, 11:10 p.m.
My mami (my mother’s cousin brother’s wife), who is 94, came to stay with us again for a few days. I am happy to receive her as it gives my mother an opportunity to have fellowship. They talk for several hours each day. They were born in the same village and grew up together, so they have many things to talk about. But she has a breathing problem, so I have to take extra care by arranging for a Nebulizer twice a day and giving her regular medicine at exact times. Though I have to work a bit extra, as usual God gives me enough strength and interest in serving elders, which I always enjoy. So tonight, after my regular reading, I was thinking about the routine life. However we live, each day will pass as we don’t have control over it. But when we experience the grace of God in it, then we begin to enjoy it, despite our routine life.
BT Song 1032 – You Should Bestow
Somehow You
Helped me today,
By Your grace,
Led me this way.
In every task,
You toiled with me,
Body and mind,
In harmony.
Though it’s another day
In the line,
You made me live
Happily fine.
As day goes by,
In all we do,
You guard my life
And see me through.
You gave the thought
To praise and pray,
Sowed gratitude
In me today.
So to Your feet,
I come to praise,
Thankful for
Your endless grace.
May tomorrow be
Just like this,
Do this for me,
In Your bliss.
Once life’s purpose
Is fulfilled,
No counting days,
As You have willed.
I should see
Eternal life with You,
And may You
Bestow that too.
26-12-2018, Mathigiri, 11:30 p.m.
BT Song 1032 – You Should Bestow
Somehow You
Helped me accomplish this day,
By Your grace,
You led me through this day.
In every act,
You toiled alongside me,
You gave satisfaction
To both body and mind.
Though this is another day
That comes regularly,
You made me live
Happily in it.
As the day goes by,
However we live,
You keep my life
In You and protect it.
You gave me the thought
To think and praise You,
For this, You sowed
An attitude of gratitude within me.
Therefore, I come to Your feet,
Praising You,
Thankful for Your
Immense grace.
May the coming day
Also go like this,
You should do this
As long as I live on this earth.
Once the purpose of
Coming is fulfilled,
Without calculation of
Days, months, or years.
I should see
A permanent life in You,
And You should
Bestow that life upon me.
26-12-2018, Mathigiri, 11:30 p.m.
BT Song 1033
My mami (my mother’s cousin brother’s wife) has come to stay with us again, and more than ten days have gone by. As I have to take care of two elders, I have been too busy with my work. Though I tried to spend time with the Lord, it didn’t work out as I expected. So tonight, when I sat down again for my quiet time, I said to the Lord that whether He forgot me or not, there would be no change in my love and commitment to Him. All these years I have written that He remains committed and I alone have often gone away from Him, forgetting Him. But tonight, I said to Him that knowing how busy I was, instead of giving His time to me, He made me feel tired both in body and mind. Then, blaming Him, I wrote this song that I remain the same devotee even if He might become upset and go away from me because I don’t give time to Him.
### BT Song 1033 – No More Fear
Why you forgot me
You alone know it
Did you create me?
Only to forget
Seeking me each day
Coming near to me
With much love
You had fellowship (with me)
But in between
Becoming upset
You forgot to
Show your love
Whatever the reason
You might have
I only know
To wait for you
Thinking about
The first love
I waited for you
To come near to me
There is no
Change in me
I never lost
My love for you
However you
Delayed to come
There is no place
For sadness in me
Whether you come
With your right
Or you go away
By becoming upset
Unnecessarily
You are enacting some drama
This alone I
Realized clearly
Once I gave me
For you
Whatever drama
You do, what is the use?
Once I mingled in
My atman with you
However you act
What is the use?
There is no
Place to forget or to refuse
As I know this
There is no fear in me
Mathigiri, 2-1-2019, 11:10 p.m.
BT Song 1033 – No More Fear
Why have You forgotten me?
Only You know.
Did You create me?
Just to let go.
Seeking me each day,
Coming near to me,
With much love,
In fellowship, so free.
But in between,
Becoming upset,
You forgot to
Show Your love yet.
Whatever the reason,
You might hold,
I only know
To wait, as told.
Thinking about
That first love’s fire,
I waited for You
With deep desire.
There is no
Change in me.
I never lost
My love for Thee.
However You
Delayed to come,
There is no place
For sadness, none.
Whether You come
With Your right,
Or go away,
Upset in plight.
Unnecessarily,
You enact some drama,
This alone
I realize, oh, the karma.
Once I gave me
To You whole,
Whatever drama,
What is the goal?
Once my soul
Merged with Yours true,
However You act,
What can I do?
There is no
Place to forget or refuse.
Knowing this,
No fear ensues.
Mathigiri, 2-1-2019, 11:10 p.m.
BT Song 1034
This morning, when I was reflecting on the previous poem while cooking, I said to the Lord that He only needs some excuse or reason to give more of His grace to me. Seeing my limitations and taking pity on me, He uses every weakness as an excuse to show His grace to me. As I was constantly thinking about this, after completing the kitchen work and coming to my room, that meditation continued, and I wrote this song to express my thoughts through it.
### BT Song 1034 – Found Another Reason
Another reason
You found today
To show
Mercy on me.
As I go through
My daily work,
You had compassion
On this servant, You see.
You gave the body
Strength to toil,
And helped me see
The greatness in work’s coil.
But oh, my Lord,
When I forgot You there,
You showed
Mercy and care.
I tried to set aside
Time for You,
Leisurely I came,
To be with You.
As I remembered
Tasks left undone,
I went back again
To complete each one.
Once all was done,
Then I thought of You,
But tired, I said,
“We’ll talk when I’m through.”
You understood
My weary state,
Patiently You
Chose to wait.
As time and days
Passed by like this,
I recalled
What I had missed.
I came again,
Seeking Your face,
And stood before You,
To receive Your grace.
Mathigiri, 3-1-2019, 9:30 a.m.
BT Song 1034 – Found Another Reason
Another reason
You found
To have
Mercy on me.
As I have to do
Everyday work,
You had compassion
On this servant.
You gave the body
To toil,
And You helped me
Realize the greatness of work.
But oh, my Lord,
When I forgot You in it,
You had
Mercy on me.
I tried to set aside
Time for You,
Leisurely I came
To You.
As I remembered
The remaining works
That I forgot,
I went again to do them.
Once I have
Done all of them,
Then I
Remembered You again.
But as my
Body became very tired,
I told You
We will talk later.
As You understood
My condition,
You agreed to that
And remained patient.
As time
And days passed like this,
When I
Remembered what I told You,
I came again,
Seeking You,
And stood before You
To receive Your unchanging grace.
Mathigiri, 3-1-2019, 9:30 a.m.
BT Song 1035
As I was taking my nightly walk, I began to think about service. Trying to meet the needs of others is service, but physical service is the best among them. One of the messages of the Incarnation is to show that God, too, had to come down to demonstrate His love and to serve us in human form. Now that He has ascended, He depends on our physical bodies for the same purpose. As I was reflecting on this, I wrote this song.
BT Song 1035 – What Is Needed Is Service
1
To those who search for Him,
We can show them God above,
When we serve them with a purpose,
And with actions born of love.
2
For those who seek some good,
We can do it, heart and mind,
Helping others on their journey,
Always striving to be kind.
3
Understand the good received,
Comes from others, guided true,
God’s blessings flow through people,
In all the things we do.
4
When we follow His example,
And our lives begin to change,
Others see the light within us,
And God’s love is not so strange.
5
If He comes to us directly,
We might fail to see His face,
But in every act of kindness,
We encounter love and grace.
6
He lived among us humbly,
In a human form He came,
To show us how to live and serve,
And glorify His name.
7
He gave His life to save us,
Then to heaven did ascend,
But His love remains among us,
Through our actions, without end.
8
To show His boundless mercy,
He depends on you and me,
In every word and gesture,
His compassion we can see.
9
This blessing is our calling,
Let us take it to our heart,
Living life as humble servants,
In His plan, we play our part.
10
There are countless ways to show love,
But the greatest, this we say,
Is through acts of service selfless,
Each and every day.
11
By offering gentle comfort,
Through both words and deeds we give,
In each moment, love and kindness,
Show the way we ought to live.
12
God will lead us to the needy,
In their eyes, we’ll see His light,
Granting us the chance to serve them,
In the day and in the night.
13
Knowing this, let’s walk His pathway,
Let His guidance lead our way,
In our service, we will find Him,
Growing closer every day.
Mathigiri, 3-1-2019, 10:10 p.m.
BT Song 1035 – What Is Needed Is Seva
We can show God
To those who seek Him,
When we serve them
With the seva they need.
We can do good
To those who seek it,
By doing it for them,
Seeking their welfare.
Realizing that
All the good
That God has done for us
Is through others.
When we too
Become like them,
Others will also
Understand God.
If God comes
Directly to us,
Since we cannot
Recognize him.
He came among us
By taking a human form,
He lived among us
For us to do the same.
By giving His body,
He saved us,
By giving up His body,
He went to heaven.
But to show
His love to others,
He relies
On our bodies.
This is a blessing,
Let us understand it,
Let us achieve it
As a penance.
There are thousands of ways
For us to show love,
And the greatest
Is in seva.
By giving
Comforting words,
And doing what we can
through our body.
God will show
Those in need,
He will give us the opportunity
To serve them.
Realizing this,
Let us walk in His path,
Through it,
Let us see Him every day.
Mathigiri, 3-1-2019, 10:10 p.m.
BT Song 1031 உன்னிலே முடிப்பேன்
எனக்கான உன்சித்தம்
எதுவான போதும்
என்னோடு நீ வாழும்
பேறொன்றே போதும் 1
என்னுள்ளம் பல கேள்வி
கேட்கின்ற போதும்
எதற்காகப் பதிலொன்றை
நான்தர வேண்டும் 2
அன்றாட வாழ்வைக்
கொண்டாடி மகிழ்ந்து
அதற்காக என்னுள்ளே
நன்றியால் நிறைந்து 3
நாளைய வாழ்வை
உன்கையில் தந்து
நான் வாழும் போது
கவலைகள் ஏது 4
அத்தனை எளிதல்ல
உன்சித்தம் அறிவது
அறிந்தாலும் நிறைவேற்றத்
தெம்பெங்கே உள்ளது 5
அறியவும் வழியின்றி
நிறைவேற்றப் பெலனின்றி
வாழ்கிறேன் என்பதை
உணர்வதே நன்று 6
தேடுவோர் தேடட்டும்
தெரியாத சித்தத்தை
தெரிந்தவர் நடத்தட்டும்
அதன்படி வாழ்க்கையை 7
எனக்காக முன்கூட்டி
நீதந்த வாழ்க்கையை
மகிழ்வோடு வாழ்வதே
எனக்குள்ள தேவை 8
அதனாலே வீண்சத்தம்
நான் இனிப்போடேன்
அறியாத சித்தத்தை
நான் இங்கு தேடுடேன் 9
எளிய பக்தனாய்
நாள்தோறும் வாழ்ந்து
எஞ்சிய வாழ்வை
உன்னிலே முடிப்பேன் 10
25-12-2018, மத்திகிரி, இரவு 11.10
BT Song 1032 நீநல்க வேண்டும்
ஒருவாறு இந்நாளை
முடித்து வைத்தாய்
உன்ன அருளால் இந்நாளை
நடத்தி கொடுத்தாய் 1
ஒவ்வொரு செயலிலும்
உடன்வந்து உழைத்தாய்
உடலுக்கும் மனதிற்கும்
நிறைவு தந்தாய் 2
நாள்தோறும் வருகின்ற
வாழ்வொன்றே போதும்
நலமாக அதில் வாழ
வழிதன்னை வைத்தாய் 3
எப்படி வாழினும்
நாள்போகும் போதும்
என் வாழ்வை உனக்குள்ளே
நீ வைத்துக் காத்தாய் 4
இதையெண்ணி உனைப்பாட
எண்ணம் கொடுத்தாய்
இதற்காக நன்றியை
என்னுள்ளே விதைத்தாய் 5
அதனாலே உனைப்போற்றி
திருவடி வந்தேன்
அளவில்லா அருளுக்கு
நன்றியும் சொன்னேன் 6
வரும்நாளும் இதுபோல
நாள்போக வேண்டும்
வாழ்கின்ற வரையிலும்
இதைச்செய்ய வேண்டும் 7
வந்ததின் நோக்கம்
நிறைவுற்ற பின்னே
நாள், மாத, வருட
கணக்குள் இன்றி 8
நிலையான வாழ்வொன்றை
நான்காண வேண்டும்
நிரந்தர வாழ்க்கையை
நீநல்க வேண்டும் 9
26-12-2018, மத்திகிரி, 11.30, இரவு
BT Song 1033 பயமில்லை
மறந்ததும் ஏனோ
நீமட்டும் அறிவாய்
மறந்திடத் தானோ
என்னையும் படைத்தாய் 1
அனுதினம் தேடி
அருகினில் வந்து
அன்புடன் பேசி
இன்புற்று மகிழ்ந்தாய் 2
ஆயினும் இடையில்
பிணக்கு கொண்டு
அன்பைக் காட்டிட
நீயும் மறந்தாய் 3
காரணம் ஏதும்
காத்துக் கிடப்பதை
மட்டுமே அறிவேன் 4
காரணம் ஏதும்
நீகொண்ட போதும்
காத்துக் கிடப்பதை
மட்டும் அறிவேன் 4
ஆதியில் கொண்ட
அன்பையே எண்ணி
அருகினில் நீவரக்
காத்து கிடந்தேன் 5
எவ்வித மாற்றமும்
என்னில் இல்லை
என்னுள் அன்பை
இழக்கவும் இல்லை 6
நீவர எவ்விதம்
தாமதம் செய்யினும்
சோர்வுக்கு என்னுள்ளே
இடமும் இல்லை 7
உரிமை உடனே
நீவந்த போதும்
ஊடல் கொண்டு
நீசென்ற போதும் 8
வீணிலே எதற்கோ
நாடகம் ஆடுறாய்
என்பதை மட்டும்
நானும் உணர்ந்தேன் 9
உனக்கு என என்னைத்
நான் தந்த பின்னே
எவ்வித நாடகம்
நடத்தினால் என்ன 10
உணர்வொடு உயிரில்
கலந்த பின்னே
எப்படி நடிக்கினும்
பயனுமே என்ன 11
மறக்க மறுக்க
இடம் இல்லை
அறிந்த எனக்குப்
பயமும் இல்லை 12
மத்திக்கிரி, 2-1-2019, இரவு, 11.10
BT Song 1034 – காரணம் கிடைத்தது
1
இன்னொரு காரணம்
உனக்கு கிடைத்தது
என்மீது உனக்கு
இரக்கம் பிறந்தது
2
அன்றாடப் பணிகளைச்
செய்வதைப் பார்த்து
அடிமையின் மீது
கருணையும் வந்தது
3
உழைக்கத்தானே
உடலினைத் தந்தாய்
உழைப்பின் மேன்மையை
புரிந்திட வைத்தாய்
4
ஆயினும் அதனிடை
ஐயனே உன்னை
மறந்திடும் போதும்
இரக்கமும் கொண்டாய்
5
ஒதுக்கித்தான் பார்த்தேன்
உனக்கென நேரம்
ஓய்வாக வந்தேன்
உன்னிடம் நானும்
6
அப்போது மறந்திட்ட
காரியம் பலவும்
நினைவுக்கு வந்திடச்
சென்றேன் மீண்டும்
7
அவைகளை நானும்
முடித்த பின்னே
நினைத்தேன் உன்னை
மீண்டும் நானும்
8
ஆயினும் அலுத்த
உடலும் சோர்ந்திட
அப்புறம் பேசலாம்
என்றேன் நானும்
9
அப்போது என்நிலை
புரிந்த நீயும்
அதனையும் ஏற்று
காத்தாய் பொறுமையும்
10
இப்படி நேரமும்
நாட்களும் ஓடிட
பிறகுநான் சொன்னது
நினைவுக்கு வந்திட
11
மீண்டும் தேடி
உன்னிடம் வந்தேன்
மீளாத இரக்கத்தைப்
பெற்றிட நின்றேன்
மத்திக்கிரி, 3-1-2019, காலை 9.30
BT Song 1035தேவை சேவை
1
தேடிடு வோர்க்கு
தெய்வத்தைக் காட்டலாம்
அவர் தேவையறிந்து
சேவையும் செய்கையில்
2
நாடிடு வோர்க்கு
நன்மையும் செய்யலாம்
நாமவர் நலனை
நாடிடும் போது
3
நமக்கு இறைவன்
செய்தவை எல்லாம்
பிறரைக் கொண்டு
என்பதை உணர்ந்து
4
அவர்போல் நாமும்
மாறிடும் போது
அறிவார் பிறரும்
இறைவனை உணர்ந்து
5
நேரடியாக நம்மைத்
தேடிய வந்தால்
நாமதை அறியோம்
என்பதினாலே
6
மானிட உருக்கொண்டு
நம்மிடை வந்தான்
நாமதைச் செய்ய
நம்மிடை வாழ்ந்தான்
7
மேனியைத் தந்து
நம்மையும் மீட்டான்
மேனியைத் துறந்து
விண்ணகம் சென்றான்
8
ஆயினும் அவனது
அன்பினைக் காட்ட
மானிட உடலை
நம்பியே உள்ளான்
9
இதுஒரு பேறு
என்பதை அறிவோம்
இதையே தவமாய்ச்
செய்து முடிப்போம்
10
ஆயிரம் வழியுண்டு
அன்பினைக் காட்ட
அவற்றில் மேன்மை
சேவை என்போம்
11
ஆறுதல் தேறுதல்
வார்த்தையால் சொல்லி
அத்துடன் உடலால்
இயன்றதைச் செய்ய
12
தேவை உள்ளோரை
தெய்வமே காட்டுவான்
தொண்டு செய்யும்
வாய்ப்பினை அளிப்பான்
13
அதனை உணர்ந்து
அவன்வழி நடப்போம்
அதன்மூலம் அவனை
அனுதினம் காண்போம்
மத்திகிரி, 3-1-2019, இரவு, 10.10
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