BT Song 1371
I never feel settled in life. Despite traveling extensively and staying in one place for long periods, such as in Gurukulam and Mathigiri, I constantly have the feeling of being unsettled, always anticipating another move. In the past, I had some strength to cope with this, but now, in my old age, with the added responsibility of caring for my mother, the prospect of moving again is daunting. My mother shares this sentiment, living each day with the frustration of potentially having to relocate again, considering her needs and our age. She feels settled here in the ashram, and I also like this place, but new challenges are arising that may prevent us from staying here continuously. Each day she spends in a melancholic mood, and I feel deep sorrow for her.
Her only option seems to be returning to Mathigiri. My sister insists that we come to Chennai to stay near her so she can take care of us. Torn between our needs and desires, unable to make a decision, I leave it to the Lord to decide what is best for both my mother and me. While deeply contemplating this issue, I wrote this song, pouring my heart out to Him.
After writing the song, I sat silently, accepting His will. As tears continued to flow, I found some peace and rest in Him.
BT Song 1371 Live with me
Simple English Version
I surrendered my life
Into your hands
I asked you to
Live in it each day 1
Other than this
What else can I do
How can I
Repay my debt to you 2
I never got the life
That I liked very much
And I didn’t like
The life I received 3
Anyhow I am
Pushing through each day somehow
Your grace is
The reason for this 4
There is nothing
For me to do anymore
If any changes come
They are of no use 5
What am I going to do
Whatever might change
I don’t
Care about it 6
There is no place
For the question
Who is going to live
You or me 7
You have lived so far [my life]
You will continue to live it
And you will
Complete my race 8
As I clearly
Understand this
I have
No kind of attachment 9
Once I put my life
In your hands
I never refuse to live
Wherever you put me 10
This wide
World belongs to you
Surely there will be a
Place for me in it 11
Taking your own decision
Of which is that place
Leading me accordingly
You live with me 12
Gurukulam, 15-4-2022, 10.40 p.m.
BT Song 1371 Live with me
Classical English Version
I surrendered my life
Into thy hands
I requested thee to
Live in it each day 1
Other than this
What else can I do?
How shall I
Repay my debt to thee? 2
I never received the life
That I greatly desired
Nor did I like
The life that I received 3
Yet somehow, I am
Pushing through each day
Thy grace is
The reason for this 4
There is naught
For me to do anymore
If any changes come
They are of no avail 5
What am I to do
Whatever might change
I care
Not about it 6
There is no place
For the question
Who is to live,
Thou or I? 7
Thou hast lived thus far [my life]
Thou shalt continue to live it
And thou shalt
Complete my race 8
As I have clearly
Understood this
I have
No attachment 9
Once I placed my life
In thy hands
I never refuse to live
Wherever thou place me 10
This vast
World belongs to thee
Surely there will be a
Place for me therein 11
Taking thy own decision
Of which place it be
Leading me accordingly
Thou livest with me 12
Gurukulam, 15-4-2022, 10.40 p.m.
As I was busy with my regular morning work, I continued my dialogue (or argument) with the Lord. I told Him that I either listen to my own words or others’, but never truly listen to what He tries to say. I discuss, debate, and argue, trying to find a solution to my problem. When nothing works, I finally turn to Him, and He remains silent as usual. What is going on here? With this inspiration, I stopped all other work, wrote this song within a few minutes, and then continued with my tasks.
BT Song 1372 I will continue to do the same
Simple English Version
I negotiate
With myself
And I listen to
Others’ words
But I refused
To come only to you
But I ask you
To help me too 1
Whatever might happen
Coming to you
Knowing your will
About it all
Which way
You will lead
Help me to
Walk in it, please 2
[The Lord said:]
‘Several times
You told me the same
You also wrote
Poems about it
Then forgetting
All of them
Again you
Go your own way 3
I became more
Tired than you
I wore out
By carrying you
I am the only
One to you
But there are several
Like you to me 4
But none of them
Are like you
They never give
Trouble like you
They will listen
If I say
If I say no
They will agree 5
You became like the snake
Around the feet
Unable to kill
Or to chase away
Why do you come
Around me
Again and again
However much I tell’ 6
[my response]
Why do you refuse
To listen?
I know
Well before
That you will
Talk like this
But who is
Responsible for this 7
Better you give
An answer to this
Give me the answer
Which is acceptable to me
Otherwise, I will
Do the same again
There is an answer
That is agreeable to both of us 8
If you give that
Then I will thank you
For this solution
That works for both
Help me to find
This way that’s best
So we both
Can have our rest 9
Gurukulam, 16-4-2022, 6.00 a.m.
BT Song 1372 I will continue to do the same
Classical English Version
I negotiate
With myself,
And hearken unto
Others’ words,
Yet I refused
To come solely to thee,
Yet I entreat thee
To aid me too. 1
Whatever may come to pass,
I come unto thee,
To know thy will
Concerning all,
Which path thou
Wouldst lead,
Aid me to
Walk therein, I pray. 2
[The Lord said:]
‘Many times,
Thou hast said the same,
Thou hast also penned
Verses of it,
Then forgetting
All thereof,
Again thou
Goest thine own way. 3
I grew more
Weary than thee,
I am worn
By bearing thee,
I am the sole
One to thee,
Yet many are there
Like thee to me. 4
Yet none of them
Are like unto thee,
They never give
Trouble as thou dost,
They will hearken
If I say,
If I refuse
They will agree. 5
Thou hast become like the serpent
About my feet,
Unable to slay
Or to chase away,
Why dost thou come
About me
Again and again,
However much I entreat?’ 6
[My response:]
Why dost thou
Refuse to hearken?
I knew
Long before
That thou wouldst
Speak thus,
Yet who is
Responsible for this? 7
‘Tis better thou give
An answer to this,
Give me the answer
Acceptable to me,
Otherwise, I shall
Do the same again,
There is an answer
That pleaseth us both. 8
If thou givest that,
Then shall I thank thee,
For this solution
That befits us both,
Aid me to find
This best path,
So that we both
May find our rest. 9
Gurukulam, 16-4-2022, 6.00 a.m.
BT Song 1373
I write my poems using a pencil on old papers, and later I type them on the computer. At that time, recalling the context, I write comments for each song. This afternoon, unable to sleep due to numerous disturbances in my mind, I got up and began to type the songs I wrote on the 15th. While typing the comments at the end, I couldn’t control my emotions and began to cry, stopping my typing. Leaning on the table with many tears, I felt completely drained both physically and mentally. I asked the Lord, “Why are you persecuting me like this? Won’t you give a clear solution to my problem? I am unable to make a clear decision. Considering the needs of my mother and me, I am not sure what to do. Unless you give a clear answer, I cannot live in peace.”
Completely breaking down, I sobbed silently. Unable to type further, I closed the computer and sat calmly, but the melancholic mood persisted. To avoid it, I got up, prepared tiffin for my mother, had my coffee, and sat in front of the TV to watch a classic music program. I noticed that my mother wasn’t feeling well either. For the past week, after my sister’s visit, she has been lamenting daily, thinking about moving to Chennai. She has repeatedly told me that I am torturing her by moving her from place to place. Despite her initial resistance, she finally accepted my decision to stay at the ashram and feels settled here. But now, with new challenges arising, she feels distressed about possibly moving again.
Unable to sit still, she went to lie down. I lost interest in watching TV and turned it off.
Several things happened afterward, which I cannot share. Eventually, I surrendered completely to God, finding some peace in the knowledge that “everything works for good for those who love the Lord.”
The following narrative was not posted initially, though I wrote it. Later, I developed heart problems and had a pacemaker installed. My brother became estranged from us again and is now in poor health, unable to care for our mother. The only viable option is to move to Chennai, where my sister can take care of her. While old age homes are an option, they either lack adequate facilities or are too expensive. Thus, I decided to follow my sister’s decision.
Umapathy visited us with his sister, brother-in-law, and nephew. His sister spoke with my mother, who poured her heart out, lamenting our situation. As I was busy preparing tea and conversing with Umapathy and the others, I missed most of their discussion. The topic of moving to Chennai came up, and Dinesh, Umapathy’s nephew, suggested arranging someone to help take care of my mother so she could stay here. We discussed various possibilities. I mentioned that my brother and his wife were coming the next day and would stay for two months, and I would make a decision afterward. Umapathy agreed and promised to help.
Before leaving, Dinesh asked if there was anything I needed from Bangalore, as he lives there. I told him I didn’t know when he would visit next, and he replied, “I will inform my uncle (Umapathy) of my visit date. I don’t want to miss any opportunity to help someone like you, who cares for his mother so devotedly.” Umapathy mentioned that when he talks about me, he always highlights how well I care for my mother. A neighbor also commented that when people in the village talk about me, they only mention my care and seva for my mother. Umapathy asked if there was anything he could bring from Thally, like books from the library. I requested a few things.
My stay at the ashram is meaningful only if my mother continues to stay here with me. If she moves, this place and my life may lose their meaning.
After they left, I went for a walk. Suddenly, a clarity came over me. God had sent these angels at the right time to answer my cries. A significant burden was lifted. If I stay here, God will provide help through known and unknown people at the right time, allowing me to not just survive but enjoy my time here. Another resident, Kishore Singh from Rajasthan, often visits and offers his assistance. So, why should I seek artificial solutions for future problems that might not arise?
I decided to stay here as long as possible and not move to Chennai or elsewhere. If I can’t manage alone, I will move to an old age home with my mother and then decide my future according to God’s guidance. There are many such homes in Tamil Nadu where I don’t need a large investment for accommodation. They charge monthly and allow flexibility. Though they might be a bit expensive, shifting to a care home is easier than renting a house, and I trust God will provide the necessary funds in time.
This decision brought me immense peace. After dinner, I shared it with my mother, who was also happy and agreed to stay as long as possible without moving to Chennai. However, she still has Mathigiri in mind. I requested my mother not to discuss this with my brother or sister and let things develop after my brother’s visit tomorrow.
After dinner, I sat silently, and as inspiration came, I wrote this song, accepting His will for my life and His decision to guide me accordingly.
BT Song 1373: You Gave a Clear Verdict
Simple English Version
1. You gave a clear verdict
And showed the way to redeem me.
This is the life for me, you decided,
And you gave peace within me.
2. There is no place for answerless questions with you.
You never refused to give an answer.
Unless I have the maturity to accept it,
There is no answer with you.
3. This remains your permanent answer.
I clearly understood it.
But you also know well
The desire within me.
4. I thought only of what was good for me,
But you thought of what was good for all.
You protected me from my desires
That would oppose your divine will.
5. As I live only to worship you,
I have no right to go against your will.
As long as you are there, whatever may come,
I never lived opposing your will.
6. If I come seeking a solution,
You will give a clear solution.
When I accept and live accordingly,
You will pour down your grace more and more.
7. I get drenched again in that rain.
Oh my Lord, again I rise in spirit.
I overcame the world,
As you rose to victory.
Gurukulam, 14-4-2022, 9:30 p.m.
BT Song 1373: You Gave a Clear Verdict
Classical English Version
1. Thou gavest a clear verdict
And showest the way to redeem me.
This is the life for me, thou didst decree,
And thou gavest peace within me.
2. There is no place for answerless questions with thee.
Thou never refusest to provide an answer.
Unless I have the maturity to accept it,
There is no answer with thee.
3. This remains thy permanent answer.
I understood it clearly.
But thou also knowest well
The desire within me.
4. I pondered solely what was good for me,
But thou considered what was good for all.
Thou protected me from my desires
That would contravene thy divine will.
5. As I live solely to worship thee,
I have no right to go against thy will.
As long as thou art present, whatever may come,
I have never lived opposing thy will.
6. If I seek a solution,
Thou shalt provide a clear resolution.
When I accept and live accordingly,
Thou wilt pour down thy grace more abundantly.
7. I am drenched anew in that rain.
Oh my Lord, again I rise in spirit.
I overcame the world,
As thou didst rise to victory.
Gurukulam, 14-4-2022, 9:30 p.m.
BT Song 1374
When I sat silently for prayer and meditation after my regular reading in the Muktiveda, I was not in the mood to meditate on anything. I sat quietly, reflecting on the events of the morning and afternoon. As usual, my rational mind refused to accept it. This being my reality, others wouldn’t understand what happened to me this morning. To many, it might seem like just another psychological problem or emotional imagination. However, my heart found tremendous peace. I experienced the real comfort of the Lord through His actions, by sending strangers. Though they were not the solution and could not provide one, God gave His direction and guidance through them. Despite similar experiences in the past, each occurrence feels completely new and fresh. Unable to pray, I sat silently and, as inspiration came, I wrote this song.
BT Song 1374 I Received More
Simple English Version:
1.
You gave me comfort
And encouragement too,
Guarding me always,
With protection from you.
2.
You became my refuge,
My safe place to be,
And you made me born again,
A new life set free.
3.
You never come directly,
To help in my need,
You never act
As per my wish or deed.
4.
But you send angels,
To accomplish your plan,
Fulfilling my needs,
With your divine hand.
5.
Unless one has experienced,
Who else could understand,
All these divine plays,
That you command?
6.
To others, it seems
Like fiction, a mere tale,
Even if they see
With their eyes, they fail.
7.
Unless one experiences,
They can’t comprehend,
The divine to our mind,
Cannot fully extend.
8.
No language to tell,
The peace that comes after,
This deep understanding,
Brings joy and laughter.
9.
Though it happened many times,
In the past and before,
Each time it feels
Like something new to explore.
10.
Once we understand,
And walk in his way,
His grace will be
More and more each day.
11.
I received that grace,
With understanding clear,
Experiencing his love,
That always draws near.
12.
I will thank God,
For blessings received,
Nurturing them always,
In life, I’ll believe.
Gurukulam, 17-4-2022, 11.30 p.m.
BT Song 1374 I Received More
Classical English Version:
1.
Comfort and solace you bestowed,
Encouragement to me,
Guarding me with protection,
In your care, I am free.
2.
Thou became my refuge,
A sanctuary divine,
And thou madest me reborn,
A new life intertwine.
3.
Never dost thou come directly,
To aid in my distress,
Nor dost thou act according,
To my wish or request.
4.
Yet thou sendest angels,
To accomplish thy plan,
Fulfilling all my needs,
With thy divine hand.
5.
Who else but those who’ve experienced,
Can understand thy plays?
These divine performances,
Manifest in mysterious ways.
6.
To others, it seems mere fiction,
A tale not understood,
Even if they witness it,
With their eyes, it’s just as good.
7.
Unless one hath experienced,
They cannot comprehend,
Thy divine essence,
To the mind cannot extend.
8.
No language can express,
The peace that doth follow,
This deep understanding,
Fills with joy, not hollow.
9.
Though it hath happened oft,
In times now gone and past,
Each time it doth remain,
A new wonder, to the last.
10.
Once we understand,
And walk in thy grace,
Thy blessings are abundant,
In every step, we trace.
11.
I received thy grace,
With clarity and cheer,
Experiencing thy love,
Ever present, ever near.
12.
I shall thank thee, O Lord,
For the blessings bestowed,
Nurturing them always,
In life’s continuous road.
Gurukulam, 17-4-2022, 11.30 p.m.
BT Song 1375
Once a devotee completely surrenders her entire being to the Lord, her whole life becomes intertwined with His. This total surrender means that her life is not only controlled by the Lord but also merges with Him. In this deep connection, the distinction between who is living in whom dissolves entirely.
BT Song 1375: All are Your Acts Simple English
Unless you give
I cannot receive
Unless you speak
I cannot know
Unless you explain
I cannot understand
Without you
I cannot even move
I never came
By my own will
My parents didn’t bring me
Through their efforts
When the start
Is like this
What need is there
To discuss the rest of life
Oh Lord, I say this
As I have received
I live each day
In you, as I understand it
I will declare
What is happening now
And what might happen in the future
All are your acts
Once this
Understanding has come
I will state that
I never acted independently
You direct me to act
And make me act
Guiding me
You make me see
As I follow
Walking with you
And you guide me
By taking control of my life
Both the act and the
Instrument will
Remain the same
Without knowing separation
Like eyes and
Sight combined
Once we both
Merge together
Without questioning
Who lives in whom
We both live
Together in my life
Gurukulam, 20-04-2022, 11.00 p.m.
BT Song 1375: All Are Thy Deeds
Classical English
Unless Thou bestowest
I cannot receive
Unless Thou instructest
I cannot perceive
Unless Thou dost explain
I cannot comprehend
Without Thee
I cannot even stir
I never arrived
Of mine own accord
My parents brought me not
Through their own efforts
When the inception
Is thus arranged
What need is there
To discuss the rest of life
O Lord, I proclaim
As I have received
I live each day
In Thee, as I have understood
I shall declare
What is occurring now
And what may come to pass
All are Thy deeds
Once this
Understanding hath come
I shall declare
That I never acted alone
Thou dost command me to act
And causest me to perform
Guiding me
Thou makest me to see
Obeying Thee
As I walk with Thee
And as Thou movest me
By taking control of my life
Both the action and the
Instrument shall
Remain the same
Unaware of any division
Like eyes and
Sight merged
Once we both
Are united together
Without questioning
Who lives within whom
We both dwell
Gurukulam, 20-04-2022, 11.00 p.m.
BT Song 1371 என்னுடன் வாழ்ந்திடு
என்வாழ்வை உன்னிடம்
நானும் தந்தேன்
அனுதினம் அதில்நீ
வாழச் சொன்னேன் 1
இதுவன்றி நான்செய்ய
வேறேது உள்ளது
இதற்கு கைமாறு
நானென்ன செய்வது 2
விரும்பிய வாழ்வு
கிடைக்கவில்லை
கிடைத்த வாழ்வை
விரும்பவில்லை 3
ஆயினும் நகத்துறேன்
அனுதின வாழ்வை
அதற்கும் காரணம்
நீகொண்ட கிருபை 4
இனிநான் செய்ய
ஒன்றும் இல்லை
மாற்றம் வந்தாலும்
பயனும் இல்லை 5
எது மாறினாலும்
நான்னென்ன செய்ய
அதுபற்றி கவலை
எனக்கு இல்லை 6
வாழ்போவது
நீயா நானா
என்கிற கேள்விக்கு
இடமும் இல்லை 7
இதுவரை வாழ்ந்தாய்
இன்னுமும் வாழ்வாய்
எனது ஓட்டத்தை
முடித்தும் வைப்பாய் 8
இந்தத் தெளிவு
நான் கொண்டதாலே
எவ்விதப் பற்றும்
எனக்கு இல்லை 9
எனது வாழ்வை
உன்னிடம் வைத்தபின்
நீவைக்கும் இடத்தில்
வாழ மறுக்கலை 10
பரந்து விரிந்த
உலகமும் உனது
அதிலொரு இடமும்
எனக்கு உண்டு 11
எதுவென்ற முடிவை
நீயும் எடுத்து
அதன்படி நடத்தி
என்னுடன் வாழ்ந்திடு 12
குருகுலம் 15-4-2022, இரவு 10.40
BT Song 1372 இதையே செய்வேன்
என்னுடன் நானும்
பேசி பார்க்கிறேன்
பிறரின் பேச்சை
நானும் கேட்கிறேன்
உன்னிடம் வந்திட
மட்டும்மறுக்கிறேன்
உதவிடு என்று
உன்முன்னே நிற்கிறேன் 1
எது நடந்தாலும்
உன்னிடம் வந்து
அதுபற்றி உன்திரு
சித்தத்தை அறிந்து
எவ்வழி நீயும்
நடத்திடுவாயோ
அவ்வழி செல்ல
உதவிடு வாயே 2
‘எத்தனையோ முறை
இதைத்தான் சொன்னாய்
ஏட்டிலும் பாட்டிலும்
எழுதியும் காட்டினாய்
அதன்பின் அதனை
நீயும் மறந்து
மீண்டும் உன்வழி
நீயும் செல்கிறாய் 3
உன்னிலும் அதிகம்
நான்தான் களைத்தேன்
உன்னை சுமந்து
நாளும் இளைத்தேன்
உனக்கு நான்
ஒருவந்தான் உண்டு
எனக்கு உன்போல்
பலரும் உண்டு 4
ஆனால் உன்போல்
எவரும் இல்லை
இதுபோல் தொல்லைத்
தருவதும் இல்லை
சொன்னால் அவரும்
கேட்டுக் கொள்வார்
வேண்டாம் என்றால்
சம்மதம் என்பார் 5
காலைச் சுற்றிய
பாம்பாய் ஆனாய்
அடிக்கவும்முடியாது
விலக்க இயலாது
என்னை சுற்றி
ஏன்நீ வருகிறாய்
எப்படிச் சொன்னாலும்
ஏற்றிட மறுக்கிறாய்’ 6
இதுபோல் நீயும்
கூறுவாய் என்று
எனக்கு முன்பே
தெரியும் நன்று
ஆனால் அதற்குக்
காரணம் யாரு
இதற்கு பதிலை
நீயுமே கூறு 7
எந்த பதிலை
நீ தந்தாலும்
என்மனம் அதனை
ஏற்காது நிச்சயம்
இதனை முதலில்
நீயும் உணறு
அதன்பின் மீண்டும்
வந்து பேசு 8
எனக்கு ஏற்கும்
பதிலைத் தந்திடு
இல்லை என்றால்
இதையே செய்வேன்
இருவருக்கும் ஏற்ற
முடிவும் இருக்கு
அதைநீ செய்தால்
நன்றி சொல்வேன் 9
குருகுலம், 16-4-2022, காலை 6.00
BT Song 1373 தெளிவான தீர்வு தந்தாய்
தெளிவான தீர்வை நீ தந்துவிட்டாய்
திசைகாட்டி என்னையும் உய்த்துவிட்டாய்
இதுதான் வழிவென இறுதியிட்டாய்
என்னுள்ளே அமைதியை நீ தந்துவிட்டாய் 1
விடையில்லா கேள்விக்கு உன்னிடம் இடமில்லை
விடையொன்று தாராமல் நீ இருந்ததில்லை
எதுவான போதும் ஏற்றிடும் பக்குவம்
எனக்கு வாராமல் உன்னிடம் தீர்வில்லை 2
இதுஉன் நிரந்தர பதிலாக இருக்கு
எனக்கது நன்றாகப் புரிந்து இருக்கு
ஆனாலும் எனக்குள்ளே இருந்திடும் விருப்பம்
அதுவும் உனக்குத் தெரிந்து இருக்கு 3
எனக்கெது நல்லது என நான் எண்ணினேன்
எல்லோர்க்கும் நன்மை எதுவென எண்ணினாய்
என் சுயநலமும் எந்த வழியிலும்
உன் சித்தம் மீறாமல் நீயும் காத்தாய் 4
உன்னையே பணிந்து வாழ்ந்திடும் எனக்கு
உன்சித்தம் மீறிடும் உரிமையும் இல்லை
எதுவந்த போதும் நீயுள்ள வரையில்
உன்சித்தம் மீறி நான் வாழ்ந்ததும் இல்லை 5
தீர்வொன்றை நாடி உன்னிடம் வந்தால்
தெளிவான தீர்வை நீயும் தருவாய்
அதனை ஏற்று வாழ்ந்திடும் போது
அருளை மேலும் மழையெனப் பொழிவாய் 6
அந்த மழையிலே மீண்டும் நனைந்தேன்
ஐயனே ஆவியில் உயிர்த்து எழுந்தேன்
உலகினை உய்த்து உயிர்த்து எழுந்த
உன்னுடன் இணைந்து வென்றுவிட்டேன் 7
குருகுலம், 14-4-2022, இரவு, 9.30
BT Song 1374 அதிகம் பெற்றேன்
ஆறுதல் தேறுதல்
அளித்தாய் நீயும்
ஆதரவளித்து என்னை
காத்தாய் நாளும் 1
போக்கிடம் புகலிடம்
ஆனாய் நீயும்
புதிதாய் பிறக்க
வைத்தாய் மீண்டும் 2
நேரடியாக நீ
வருவதும் இல்லை
நினைத்தபடி நீ
செய்வதும் இல்லை 3
தூதரை அனுப்பி
செய்ய வைப்பாய்
தேவை அனைத்தையும்
நிறைவேற்றித் தருவாய் 4
உணர்ந்தவர் அன்றி
எவர்தான் புரிவார்
நீ செய்யும் இந்த
லீலைகள் அனைத்தையும் 5
கட்டுக் கதையாய்
பிறருக்குத் தோன்றும்
கண்கள் இருந்தும்
காணா வரையில் 6
அனுபவப் பட்டு
பார்த்திட்டும் வரையில்
அறிவுக்கு இது
புரிவதே இல்லை 7
புரிந்த பின்னே
வந்திடும் அமைதியை
எடுத்துச் சொல்ல
மொழியும் இல்லை 8
பலமுறை முன்னே
நடந்த போதும்
மீண்டும் மீண்டும்
புதிதாய் இருக்கும் 9
அறிந்து உணர்ந்து
புரிந்து நடக்க
அவனின் அருளும்
தொடர்ந்து கிடைக்கும் 10
அந்த அருளை
அதிகம் பெற்று
அறிந்து உணர்ந்து
வாழும் நானும் 11
பெற்ற ஈவை
எண்ணி எண்ணி
பேணி காத்து
நன்றி சொல்வேன் 12
குருகுலம், 17-4-2022, 11.30
BT Song 1375 எல்லாமே உன்செயல்
நீயாகத் தாராமல்
நான் பெற முடியாது
நீயாகக் கூறாமல்
தெரிந்திட இயலாது 1
நீ வந்து விளக்காமல்
புரிந்திட முடியாது
நீயன்றி என்னாலே
இயங்கிட இயலாது 2
நான் ஆகத் தோன்றி
வந்திட வில்லை
தாய் தந்தை முயன்று
பெற்றிட வில்லை 3
தொடக்கமே இவ்வாறு
இருந்திடும் போது
பிறவற்றை சொல்லிடத்
தேவையும் ஏது 4
பெற்றதால் சொல்கிறேன்
பெம்மானே நானும்
புரிந்ததால் வாழ்கிறேன்
அனுதினம் நானும் 5
இப்போ நடப்பது
இனிமேலே வருவது
எல்லாமே உன்செயல்
என்பேனே நானும் 6
இந்தப் புரிதல்
வந்ததன் பின்னே
என் செயலென்ன ஒன்று
இல்லை என்பேனே 7
செய்திடச் சொல்வாய்
செயல்பட வைப்பாய்
என்னை இயக்கி
எனைகாண வைப்பாய் 8
உடன்பட்டு நானும்
உன்னுடன் நடக்க
இடைபட்டு என்னையும்
நீயுமே இயக்க 9
செயலும் கருவியும்
இடைவெளி இன்றி
பிரிவினை காணாது
இணைந்தே இருக்கும் 10
கண்ணும் காட்சியும்
கலந்து போல
நீயும் நானும்
இரண்டறக் கலந்தபின் 11
எவரில் யார்
வாழ்கிறார் என்ற
கேள்விக்கு இடமின்றி
ஒன்றாய் வாழ்கிறோம் 12
குருகுலம், 20-04-2022, இரவு, 11.00
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