BT Song 1466
I started crying ever since my mother was bedridden. When she passed away peacefully on the evening of the 26th, I couldn’t control my tears. All those around me bombarded me with the same philosophy: “Everyone has to die. This is part of nature. You know this better than us. But you never stop crying. First, stop it. Otherwise, your health will be affected.”
My only response to them was: “What my buddhi [intellect] understands, my heart refuses to accept, and what my heart does, my buddhi never approves.” But mourning is part of human nature. Indeed, it is also a gift from God. Of course, I know that one day we will all be gone. At the same time, I always insisted that, though our physical body is gone, the relationship we have or had will continue forever. When we came into the world, we never came as individuals but in a relationship with so many others—as a daughter, son, grandchild, niece, nephew, cousin. After we pass away, the same relationship will continue. Otherwise, there is no point in having human history and tradition. No sanyasi is exempt from this common rule. Pattinattar, who renounced everything, lamented and wrote a long song of lamentation when his mother passed away. Even Adi Sankara performed funeral rites for his mother. So many sanyasis kept their mother with them in the ashram. So what I am doing—mourning for my mother—is part of human nature. And the only philosophy that I have learned in life is to respect and celebrate relationships—even as a Guru and disciple.
After the funeral and the bones were collected and immersed in water, everyone left. Some of my relatives and close friends were concerned about leaving me alone, knowing well that I would continue to cry, remembering my mother. But very few agreed with me: “Do not hold back your tears and mourn unless your heart also accepts the reality of death.”
So, after my evening walk, when I returned unable to control my tears, I wrote this song dedicated to my beloved mother. I prefer to stay alone here, not disturbed by others, to calm down my mind and atman to accept the philosophy that those who are gone won’t come back, but our relationship with them will continue forever, especially with one’s mother.
BT Song 1466 Relationship Continues
Simple English Version:
1
I don’t know
How to talk philosophy,
I refused to follow
All traditional codes.
2
I understood the only
True philosophy on this earth:
That relationships
Alone are true.
3
Born with relationships,
As with relatives,
It continues
Even after our death.
4
Not realizing this
And living accordingly,
What is the use of
Talking philosophy?
5
I came as your child,
And you became my mother.
I know well that
You brought me up with tender care.
6
Accepting so many
Troubles for me,
You lived only for me,
That I experienced.
7
Thinking that
You have done enough,
Did you leave now,
Leaving me alone?
8
Though separation
Is common to all,
Why did you leave me,
Giving me that pain now?
9
Though my mind understands it,
My heart refuses to accept it,
And my mind does not like
The way my heart cries.
10
But I haven’t yet gained
The maturity
To accept the emptiness
That you left behind.
11
But you will always
Remain as my mother,
You will comfort me,
Allowing me to mourn as long as I could.
12
Though your mortal body has gone,
Our relationship will continue,
This philosophy alone
You shared with me.
13
I don’t know for sure
When, where, or how
I will
Meet you again.
14
But you are living
In my heart,
And seeing you there,
I will live each day.
Gurukulam, 28-12-2022, 6.30 p.m.
BT Song 1466 Relationship Continues
Classical English Version:
1
I know not
How to speak of philosophy,
I have declined to follow
All traditional codes.
2
I grasped the one
True philosophy on this earth:
That relationships
Alone are real.
3
Born amidst relationships,
As with kin and kin,
It continues
Even beyond our demise.
4
Not understanding this
And living in such a way,
What worth lies in
Philosophical discourse?
5
I came as thy child,
And thou became my mother.
I know well that
Thou didst nurture me with tender care.
6
Enduring many
Troubles for me,
Thou didst live solely for me,
This I have known.
7
Thinking that
Thou hast done enough,
Didst thou now depart,
Leaving me alone?
8
Though separation
Is common to all,
Why didst thou leave me,
Bestowing upon me this sorrow now?
9
Though my reason understands it,
My heart refuses to accept it,
And my reason disdains
The way my heart weeps.
10
Yet, I have not attained
The maturity
To embrace the void
Thou hast left behind.
11
But thou wilt always
Remain my mother,
Thou wilt console me,
Allowing me to mourn as long as I may.
12
Though thy mortal form is gone,
Our relationship endures,
This philosophy alone
Thou hast imparted to me.
13
I know not for certain
When, where, or how
I shall
Meet thee again.
14
But thou dost dwell
Within my heart,
And seeing thee there,
I shall live each day.
Gurukulam, 28-12-2022, 6.30 p.m.
BT Song 1467
After going for an evening walk after a long time, when I returned to my room, unable to control my tears, I began to cry for my mother. Of course, I know well that she will never come back, but her memory, particularly the last few weeks of our struggle together to take care of her, will always remain fresh in my mind and will bring tears. When I was translating and typing this narrative on January 3rd early in the morning, I couldn’t control my tears, and with much sorrow, I am typing this. God knows my heart, and He is there to console me and allow me to cry if I need to. What others think is not important to me. [When I am editing this to post in my blog, I started to cry again thinking my mother on 6-8-2024]
BT Song 1467 Crying Will Change the Heart
Simple English Version:
1
No matter how much I lament,
My mother won’t come back.
Though I understand
This truth very well.
2
Still, you know that
Only if I cry like this,
Then alone my
Heart will find peace.
3
When you have
Shed tears, though remaining as God,
You also allowed
The same for me.
4
Though some kind of
Emptiness has come within me,
You helped me to understand that
This is also natural.
5
When even animals
Cry when separated,
It is good for me
To cry as well.
6
Though my mother has gone,
Oh Lord, you are here,
And you will comfort me,
Encouraging me every day.
7
Though I might forget her
Slowly in life,
Becoming a mother,
You will show her love.
8
However the rest of life
Might move,
In whatever way,
You will keep me.
9
Your eyes that have
Seen me even before
I was formed in the womb
Will never leave me for a second.
10
Once you become
As a father and mother,
You will remain with me
As an eternal relative, never separated.
11
Creating me
In the womb of my mother,
You bestowed the relationship of
A mother and child.
12
Though she is separated in body,
She continues to live in her relationship with me.
That is enough for me
Every day.
13
Along with it,
As your grace is there for me,
I will live each day
Praising you.
Gurukulam, 30-12-2022, 5.30 p.m.
BT Song 1467 Crying Will Change the Heart
Classical English Version:
1
However much I lament,
My mother will not return.
Though I comprehend
This truth quite well.
2
Yet, thou knowest,
Only if I weep thus,
Then alone my
Heart shall find peace.
3
When thou hast shed tears,
Though as God thou remainest,
Thou hast also granted
The same for me.
4
Though a certain emptiness
Hath entered within me,
Thou hast shown that
This too is natural.
5
When even beasts
Weep when separated,
It is meet for me
To weep as well.
6
Though my mother hath departed,
O Lord, thou art here,
And thou shalt console me,
Encouraging me each day.
7
Though I may forget her
Slowly in life,
Becoming a mother,
Thou shalt show her love.
8
However life may proceed,
In whichever manner,
Thou shalt keep me
Safe and sound.
9
Thine eyes that have
Seen me before my forming
In the womb
Shall never leave me for a second.
10
Once thou art
As father and mother,
Thou shalt remain with me
As an eternal kin, ne’er to part.
11
Creating me
In my mother’s womb,
Thou hast bestowed the bond of
Mother and child.
12
Though she be separate in body,
She lives on in our bond.
That suffices for me
Every day.
13
Alongside, with thy grace
Bestowed upon me,
I shall live each day
Praising thee.
Gurukulam, 30-12-2022, 5.30 p.m.
BT Song 1468
Is it mere utopian idealism or wishful thinking that God actually presents Himself in our lives, sometimes taking a physical form to comfort us? Though few saints claim that they have actually experienced such physical presence of God in their lives, for me, it is neither a utopian ideal nor mere wishful philosophical thinking or comfort. Use any modern term using psychology, for a bhakta, the inner experience of the presence of God in her every walk of life works on a different level, transcending all kinds of understanding. That is the solace she finds in her atman, which words fail to communicate. And I find such solace when I communicate through my poems.
BT Song 1447 You Should Accomplish
Simple English Version:
1
No matter how many
Excuses you give,
My heart won’t accept them,
You should understand this.
2
Even if you provide
Thousands of reasons,
They won’t help you
In any way.
3
Being alone
Is not new to me,
And you should
Remember this first.
4
You should fulfill your promise
To be with me
At least once
In my life.
5
It’s right for you
To think that,
As I am an innocent woman,
You can do as you please.
6
I am worn out,
I am tired,
Did you not
Know about this?
7
On one side,
The cool wind tortures me,
On the other,
My body burns within.
8
Moreover, O my Lord,
As you delay further,
I become frustrated
Each day within me.
9
If one has
Strength of mind,
She can delay
The body’s needs.
10
But I cannot
Give up the need of my heart
So easily
In my life.
11
So, no more
Excuses,
And do not ignore
My tears.
12
To attain
The bliss of devotion every day,
You should stay with me,
Never leaving, not even for a second.
13
You should fulfill
The promise you made,
That you will never leave
Or forsake me.
Gurukulam, 10-11-2022, 10.30 p.m.
—
Classical English Version:
1
How many an excuse
Thou may present,
My heart shall not
Accept them, know this.
2
Though thou givest
A thousand explanations,
They shall avail thee not
In any wise.
3
To dwell alone
Is not unknown to me,
This first
Thou must recall.
4
Thou shouldst fulfill thy vow,
To be with me
At least once
In this life of mine.
5
‘Tis fair for thee
To deem that,
As I am a guileless maid,
Thou canst act as thou wilt.
6
I am worn
And weary,
Dost thou not
Know of this?
7
On one hand,
The cool wind doth torment me,
Whilst on the other,
My body burns within.
8
Moreover, O Lord,
Thy further delay
Fills me with frustration
Day by day.
9
If one possesseth
Strength of mind,
She may defer
The body’s needs.
10
But the heart’s desire
I cannot
So easily renounce
In this life of mine.
11
Henceforth, no more
Excuses,
Nor disregard
My tears.
12
To gain the bliss
Of daily devotion,
Thou must abide with me,
Leaving not, even for a moment.
13
Accomplish thou
Thy given word,
That thou shalt never leave
Nor forsake me.
Gurukulam, 10-11-2022, 10.30 p.m.
BT Song 1468 You Are Comforting
Simple English Version:
1
I know well that
You are carrying me,
I clearly understand that
You are leading me.
2
Still, there is
Pain in my heart,
That too you
Know very well.
3
Who is there
To comfort a child
When it mourns
After losing its mother?
4
Does any human
Have the qualification
To fill
That emptiness?
5
There is no one
For me on this earth
To compensate
For the loss of my mother.
6
But your
Lap is there
For me to
Lay my head.
7
You comfort me
Every day,
Like a mother
Touching my head.
8
Without needing
Words to communicate,
Without needing
Any speech.
9
You take and
Hug me,
As I lie
On your lap.
10
When that
Comfort touches
My heart gently,
It brings peace.
11
I should
Fall on your shoulder
And sleep
All through my life.
12
When I cry
With many tears,
Your hands should
Wipe them away.
13
Comforting me
Slowly each day,
Helping me to
Accept the pain of loss.
14
You should
Carry me,
And protect me,
Removing this pain.
2-1-2023, Gurukulam, 7.30 p.m.
BT Song 1468 You Are Comforting
Classical English Version:
1
I know well
Thou dost carry me,
I clearly perceive
Thou dost guide me.
2
Yet still, within
My heart is pain,
This too thou
Knowest full well.
3
Who is there
To comfort a child
That mourns
Its lost mother?
4
Can any human
Possess the skill
To fill
That void?
5
None is there
On this earth
To compensate
The loss of my mother.
6
But thy
Lap is there
For me to
Rest my head.
7
Each day thou dost
Comfort me,
Like a mother
Touching my head.
8
With no need
For words to speak,
With no need
For speech at all.
9
Thou dost take and
Hold me,
As I lie
On thy lap.
10
When that
Comfort touches
Gently my heart,
It brings peace.
11
I should
Fall upon thy shoulder
And sleep
All through my life.
12
When I cry
With many tears,
Thy hands should
Wipe them away.
13
Each day thou dost
Comfort me slowly,
Helping me to
Accept the pain of loss.
14
Thou shouldst
Carry me,
And protect me,
Removing this pain.
2-1-2023, Gurukulam, 7.30 p.m.
BT Song 1469
A newborn infant recognizes only the ‘smells’ of its mother [particularly the sweat of the mother], and it finds comfort only when she hugs it. The touch of flesh, which begins from there, continues till the end of life for it. Of course, a mother need not and won’t touch her child all through life, but the special relationship that develops from the womb will continue till the child lives, even after the mother has gone. Some recognize it, but most will remember it only at a subconscious level. This is neither science nor philosophy; this is my experience in life. Though many claim that time will make one forget everything, the memory of a mother is very difficult to forget.
BT Song 1469 Finding in You
Simple English Version:
1
Though it’s said that
Time will make us forget,
Your protection
Is always there.
2
The memory of a mother
Doesn’t fade easily,
And only a child
Knows this well.
3
No relationship
Is like that of a mother,
And I cannot forget
Her love so easily.
4
Though the word ‘relationship’
Is common,
There is no explanation
For a mother’s bond.
5
She always remains
Before us,
Giving the vision of God
Who is unseen.
6
Though her breath is gone,
The relationship continues,
And she continues to give
The vision of God.
7
I never had
A physical experience of you,
But I feel you
In her love.
8
That experience will
Always stay with me,
And I will get
Your vision through it.
9
You bestowed
This blessing so far,
And you will help me
Experience it continuously.
10
Though one day
My body may also go,
When I finally
Come to you,
11
I will receive
That experience permanently,
When I will
Mingle with you.
12
Till that time
In this world of trials,
Remembering my mother
And depending on you,
13
Seeing my mother’s love
In you,
I should experience my mother
In you.
Gurukulam, 3-1-2023, 6.00 am
BT Song 1469 Finding in You
Classical English Version:
1
Though it is claimed
That time doth make us forget,
And thy protection
Is ever nigh,
2
The memory of a mother
Doth not so easily fade,
And this truth
A child doth well know.
3
No bond exists
As that of a mother,
Nor can her love
Be so easily forgot.
4
Though the term ‘relationship’
Be common,
No words suffice
To describe a mother’s bond.
5
She doth ever stand
Before us,
Providing the vision of God,
Who remains unseen.
6
Though her breath hath ceased,
The bond persists,
And she continueth
To grant the vision of God.
7
Never have I
Had a physical experience of thee,
Yet I perceive thee
In her love.
8
That experience shall
Ever remain with me,
And through it,
Thy vision I shall receive.
9
This blessing thou hast
Bestowed thus far,
And thou shalt aid me
To continually experience it.
10
Though one day my body
May also pass away,
When I at last
Come unto thee,
11
That experience I shall
Permanently receive,
When I shall
Mingle with thee.
12
Till that time,
In this world of trials,
Remembering my mother
And relying on thee,
13
Beholding my mother’s love
In thee,
I should find
My mother in thee.
Gurukulam, 3-1-2023, 6.00 am
BT Song 1470
The problem with God is that He doesn’t have certain human experiences. So, instead of giving practical solutions, He will give some philosophical answers through Scripture or bhakti. But that is not enough for me. I always wanted to go along with my mother and several times prayed this prayer. But as usual, as He denied several of my prayers by giving only a big ‘NO’ as the answer, this time He also did the same. This night, as I sat alone without my mother in the very same room in which she passed away, this was my wrestle with God. Among all the relationships, I always enjoyed my relationship with her as my MOTHER.
BT Song 1470 Remain as My Mother
Simple English Version:
1
I asked you many times
That I should go
Along with my mother,
Why keep me here?
2
What will you gain
By keeping me
After she has
Left this world?
3
You’ll use me
As a display,
Saying this is
Your usual play.
4
That’s why I ask now,
Will you give
The same reply
As before?
5
Since you left
Before your mother,
You won’t understand
This pain.
6
How can even a God
Live on this earth
Without a mother
To care for?
7
You didn’t experience
Certain human feelings,
So you don’t
Understand this pain.
8
No philosophy
Can help here,
Give me some
Practical solution.
9
When you handed
Your mother to others,
To whom will you
Hand me over?
10
There’s no substitute
For her,
And I don’t need
Any substitute for you.
11
I have no more
Attachments now,
Even if I do,
My heart isn’t seeking them.
12
So until
I am gone,
Better you continue
To be my mother.
Gurukulam, 3-1-2022, 11.00 am
BT Song 1470 Remain as My Mother
Classical English Version:
1
I entreated thee oft,
That with my mother
I should depart;
Why dost thou keep me here?
2
What dost thou gain
By holding me
Once she hath
Departed this world?
3
Thou wilt make of me
A mere display,
Claiming this is
Thy customary play.
4
Thus I ask now,
Wilt thou give
The same reply
As erstwhile?
5
Since thou didst leave
Before thy mother,
Thou knowest not
This sorrow profound.
6
How can even a deity
Abide on this earth
Without the care
Of a mother?
7
Thou didst not partake
Of certain mortal experiences,
Thus thou comprehendest not
This grief.
8
No philosophy avails
In this plight,
Proffer me some
Practical remedy.
9
As thou didst consign
Thy mother to others’ care,
To whom wilt thou
Commit my charge?
10
There is no substitute
For her,
Nor do I seek
A surrogate for thee.
11
Attachments are no more,
Even if they persist,
My heart no longer
Seeks them.
12
Therefore, until
My end draws near,
‘Tis best thou remainest
As my mother dear.
Gurukulam, 3-1-2022, 11.00 am
BT Song 1466 உறவு தொடரும்
1
தத்துவம் எதுவும்
பேச அறியேன்
சாத்திரம் பலவும்
பார்க்க மறுத்தேன்
2
இத்தரை வாழ்வில்
உறவொன்றே உண்மை
என்ற தத்துவம்
நன்கு அறிந்தேன்
3
உறவோடு பிறந்து
உறவுடன் வாழ்ந்து
மரித்தும் உறவாக
தொடர்ந்திடும் போது
4
அதனை உணர்ந்து
அதன்படி வாழாமல்
தத்துவம் பேசி
பயனுமே என்ன
[சாத்திரம் பார்த்து
அடைவதும் என்ன]
5
தாயான உனக்கு
சேயாக வந்தேன்
தாலாட்டி சீராட்டி
வளர்த்ததை அறிவேன்
6
எனக்காக துன்பங்கள்
பலவும் ஏற்று
எனக்காக வாழ்ந்தாய்
நானதை உணர்ந்தேன்
7
இதுவரை செய்தது
போதுமென்று எண்ணி
என்னை தனியாக்கி
விட்டு சென்றாயோ
8
பிரிவென்ற ஒன்று
பொதுவான போதும்
எனக்கதைத் தந்து
ஏன் சென்றாயோ
9
அறிவுக்குப் புரிந்தாலும்
மனம் அதை ஏற்கலை
மனமது அழுவதை
அறிவும் விரும்பலை
10
ஆயினும் நீதந்த
வெறுமை மட்டும்
ஏற்றிடும் பக்குவம்
இன்னும் வரவில்லை
11
ஆயினும் தாயாக
என்றும் இருப்பாய்
அழும்வரை அழவிட்டு
ஆறுதல் தருவாய்
12
உன்னுடல் போனாலும்
உறவு தொடரும்
என்கிற தத்துவம்
எனக்குச் சொன்னாய்
13
இனி உன்னை எங்கு
எப்படிக் காண்பேன்
என்பது எனக்கு
நிச்சயம் தெரியாது
14
ஆயினும் என்மனம்
அதனுள் இருக்கிறாய்
அங்கு உனைக் கண்டு
அனுதினம் வாழ்வேன்
குருகுலம், 28-12-2022, மாலை 6.30
BT Song 1467 அழுதால் மனமாறும்
1
எப்படி அழுதாலும்
ஆத்தாள் வரமாட்டாள்
என்கிற உண்மை
எனக்குப் புரிந்தாலும்
2
இப்படி அழுதால்தான்
என்மனம் ஆறும்
என்பது மட்டும்
உனக்குப் புரியும்
3
கடவுள் நீயே
கண்ணீர் விடும்போது
அதையே நான் செய்ய
நீயும் அனுமதித்தாய்
4
ஒருவித வெறுமை
உள்ளத்தில் வந்தாலும்
இதுவும் இயற்கை
என்பதை புரியவைத்தாய்
5
மிருகங்கள் கூட
பிரிவுக்காய் அழும்போது
நானும் அழுவதே
நல்லது எனக்கு
6
ஆத்தாள் போனாலும்
ஐயனே நீயுள்ளாய்
அனுதினம் தேற்றி
ஆறுதல் அளிப்பாய்
7
கொஞ்சம் கொஞ்சமாய்
அவளை மறந்தாலும்
தாயாக நீ மாறி
அவளன்பைக் காட்டுவாய்
8
எஞ்சிய என்வாழ்வு
எப்படி நகர்ந்தாலும்
எங்கே எப்படி
என்னை நீ வைத்தாலும்
9
கருத்தோன்றும் முன்பாக
கண்ட உன்விழிகள்
கணநேரம் அகலாது
வைத்தென்னைக் காப்பாய்
10
அன்னையாய்த் தந்தையாய்
அனைத்துமாய் ஆனபின்
பிரியாத உறவாகி
என்னோடு இருப்பாய்
11
அன்னை கருவில்
என்னை உருவாக்கி
தாய்சேய் உறவினை
நீயுமேத் தந்தாய்
12
உடலாலே பிரிந்தாலும்
உறவாக வாழ்கிறாள்
அதுபோதும் எனக்கு
அனுதினம் வாழ
13
அத்துடன் உன்னருள்
அகலாது இருக்க
நித்தமும் வாழ்வேன்
நானுனைத் துதித்து
குருகுலம், 30-12-2022, மாலை 5.30
BT Song 1468 ஆறுதல் தருகிறாய்
1
தூக்கிச் சுமக்கிறாய்
தெரிந்தே இருக்கு
பார்த்து நடத்துறாய்
புரிந்தும் இருக்கு
2
ஆயினும் மனதுள்
துயரம் இருக்கு
அதுவும் உனக்குப்
புரிந்தும் இருக்கு
3
தாயை இழந்து
தவிக்கும் போது
சேய்க்கு ஆறுதல்
தருவது யாரு
4
அந்த இடத்தை
நிரப்பும் தகுதி
மனிதர் எவருக்கு
உண்டு கூறு
5
இந்த இழப்பை
ஈடு செய்ய
இகத்தில் எனக்கு
எவரும் இல்லை
6
ஆனால் உனது
மடியும் இருக்கு
அதிலே சாய
இடமும் இருக்கு
7
அன்னை போலவே
தலையும் கோதி
ஆறுதல் தருகிறாய்
அனுதினம் எனக்கு
8
சொல்ல வார்த்தை
ஏதும் இன்றி
சொல்லிடத் தேவை
எனக்கும் இன்றி
9
உன்மடி சாய்ந்து
தவிக்கும் என்னை
அள்ளி எடுத்து
அணைத்தாய் நீயும்
10
அந்த அணைப்பு
தந்திடும் ஆறுதல்
செஞ்சை வருடி
தந்திடும் போது
11
கண்களை மூடி
தோளில் சாய்ந்து
காலம் முழுதும்
உறங்க வேண்டும்
12
கண்ணிர் சிந்தி
கதறும் போது
உன்னிரு கரங்கள்
துடைக்க வேண்டும்
13
மெல்ல மெல்ல
தேறுதல் தந்து
இழப்பின் வலியைத்
தாக்க வைத்து
14
தூக்கிச் சுமந்து
தாங்க வேண்டும்
துயரை நீக்கி
காக்க வேண்டும்
2-1-2023, குருகுலம், இரவு 7.30 p.m.
BT Song 1469 உன்னிலே கண்டு
1
காலம் மறந்திடும்
என்று சொன்னாலும்
உன்காவல் இருக்கு
என்று புரிந்தாலும்
2
தாயின் நினைவு
அகலாது என்றும்
ஒருசேய் மட்டுமே
புரிந்திடும் இதையும்
3
அன்னைபோல் உறவு
அவனியில் இல்லை
அவளின் அன்பை
மறக்க முடியலை
4
உறவென்ற சொல்லும்
பொதுவான போதும்
அவளின் உறவுக்கு
விளக்கமே இல்லை
5
கண்ணில் காணாத
தெய்வத்தைக் காட்டும்
கடவுளாய் நம்முன்
அவளும் இருப்பாள்
6
உடல் பிரிந்தாலும்
உறவு தொடர்வதால்
தெய்வத்தை அவளே
தொடர்ந்து காட்டுவாள்
7
உன்னைத் தொட்டு
உணராத போதும்
அவளின் அணைப்பில்
உன்னை உணர்ந்தேன்
8
அந்த உணர்வு
என்றும் இருக்கும்
அதிலே உனது
காட்சி கிடைக்கும்
9
இந்த பேற்றினை
இதுவரைத் தந்தாய்
இந்த உணர்வு
தொடர வைப்பாய்
10
ஒருநாள் எனது
உடலும் மறைந்து
உன்னோடு வந்து
சேர்ந்திடும் போது
11
நிரந்தரமாக இருந்திடும்
நீங்காகாத உணர்வு
உன்னுடன் கலக்க
எனக்கும் கிடைக்கும்
12
அதுவரை இந்த
பாடுள்ள உலகில்
அன்னையை நினைந்து
உன்னையே சார்ந்து
13
தாயின் அன்பை
உன்னிலே கண்டு
உன்னிலே தாயை
உணர வேண்டும்
குருகுலம், 3-1-2023, காலை, 6.00 am
BT Song 1470 அன்னையாய் இருப்பாய்
1
தாயோடு சேர்ந்து
போக வேண்டும்
என்றே உன்னை
நானும் வேண்டினேன்
2
அவள் போனபின்
என்னை வைத்து
நீ என்ன செய்யப்
போகிறாய் சொல்லு
3
வேடிக்கை என்னை
வைத்து காட்டுவாய்
அது உன் வாடிக்கை
என்று சொல்லுவாய்
4
ஆகவேதான் நான்
இதனைக் கேட்கிறேன்
வாடிக்கையான உன்
பதில் தருவாயோ
5
அன்னைக்கு முன்னே
நீயும் போனாய்
ஆகவே உனக்கு
இது புரியாது
6
தெய்வமே ஆயினும்
தாயற்றுப் போனால்
உலகில் வாழ்வது
எவ்விதம் சொல்லு
7
ஒருசில அனுபவம்
உனக்குக் கிடைக்கலை
ஆகவே அவையும்
உனக்குப் புரியலை
8
தத்துவம் ஏதும்
இதில் உதவாது
ஆகவே நடைமுறை
பதிலைத் தந்திடு
9
உன் தாயை பிறரிடம்
தந்தது போல
என்னை எவரிடம்
தருவாய்க் கூறு
10
அவளுக்கு மாற்று
எவரும் இல்லை
நீயன்றி யாரும்
தேவையும் இல்லை
11
உறவு பந்தம்
இனியொன்றும் இல்லை
இருந்தாலும் என்மனம்
அதை நாடவில்லை
12
ஆகவே நானும்
போகின்ற வரையில்
அன்னையாய் நீயே
என்றும் இருப்பாய்
குருகுலம், 3-1-2022, காலை 11.00 am
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