BT Songs 1471 to 1475

 BT Song 1471

I came to participate in the rest of the rituals that my brother had to perform for our mother after her cremation. He arranged for me to stay in the very same room where she had stayed. I also stayed in the same room with her to take care of her when he went out. As I lay on the very same cot where she used to sleep, recalling her life which she never liked, I began to cry. Thankfully, she did not need to stay here for long periods and often came to stay with me, eventually moving to live with me permanently. Unable to control my tears as I recalled her life here and our relationship, I wrote this song seeking the comfort of God, which I desperately need now.

BT Song 1471 will be comforted

 Simple English

Stanza 1:

When I cannot find 

Comfort even after crying, 

Who will comfort me? 

Tell me who it will be.

Stanza 2:

It’s a waste of time 

Seeking comfort from people, 

As they have 

Their own struggles.

Stanza 3:

If I pour out my heart, 

The burden will lessen. 

And if I cry, 

I might find some comfort.

Stanza 4:

Though this is true in life, 

I didn’t receive either. 

What is the reason 

For this?

Stanza 5:

If I share with others, 

It will become gossip. 

And the burden of my heart 

Will increase.

Stanza 6:

If you refuse to comfort me, 

How will my heart 

Be comforted 

Even after crying a lot?

Stanza 7:

Though time 

Might change everything, 

Your grace alone 

Is the remedy for me.

Stanza 8:

When I cry and think 

About the relationship, 

I will thank you 

For giving this wonderful relationship.

Stanza 9:

Thinking only of your grace 

In that relationship, 

I want to praise you 

Every day in life.

Stanza 10:

Though living and separation, 

Life and death, 

Are the laws 

Of nature.

Stanza 11:

As you alone 

Created this law, 

I have to live 

Accepting it.

Stanza 12:

Still, when my 

Heart is crying, 

Your hands should 

Hug me immediately.

Stanza 13:

And thinking of the 

Comfort I receive from it, 

My heart will 

Be comforted.

Kumbakonam, 4-1-2022, Evening, 7.30

BT Song 1471 will be comforted

 Classical English

Stanza 1:

When comfort I cannot find 

Though tears do flow, 

Who shall me console? 

Tell me, I pray thee.

Stanza 2:

‘Tis but folly 

To seek solace from man, 

For they too 

Have their tribulations.

Stanza 3:

If I my heart unburden, 

Lighter shall it be. 

And if I weep, 

Comfort may be found.

Stanza 4:

Though this be true in life, 

Yet neither did I receive. 

What cause 

Hath this?

Stanza 5:

If with others I share, 

‘Twill turn to gossip. 

And the burden 

Of my heart shall increase.

Stanza 6:

If thou refuseth comfort, 

How shall my heart 

Be comforted, 

Though I cry much?

Stanza 7:

Though time 

May alter all things, 

Thy grace alone 

Is the cure for me.

Stanza 8:

When I cry and ponder 

Upon the bond, 

I shall thank thee 

For this wondrous relation.

Stanza 9:

Thinking solely of thy grace 

In that bond, 

I would sing thy praises 

Each day of my life.

Stanza 10:

Though life and parting, 

Life and death, 

Be the law 

Of nature.

Stanza 11:

As thou alone 

Didst create this law, 

I must live 

Accepting it.

Stanza 12:

Yet when my 

Heart doth cry, 

Thy hands should 

Embrace me forthwith.

Stanza 13:

And pondering the comfort 

Thus received, 

My heart shall 

Be comforted.

Kumbakonam, 4-1-2022, Evening, 7.30

 BT Song 1472

These are pictures of my mother’s cremation, collecting her bones, performing the final rites, and immersing the offerings in the River Kavery at Kumbakonam. We are not supposed to take any pictures of such funeral rituals, but I did.

I came to Kumbakonam where my brother was performing the rest of the 13-day final rituals for our mother. Yesterday was known as ‘Pattu.’ On the 10th day, we children and relatives had to give her the final food on this earth, serving various dishes that she liked the most. After serving all the food on a cloth, when we had to go around and do the namaskaram to my mother, I began to cry loudly in front of everyone, unable to control myself. Though my brother tried to stop me, the main priest said, ‘Allow him to cry. This is the time you all should cry for your mother, thinking of all she has done for you in this life. Unless you cry genuinely, that atman won’t depart peacefully from this earth. I know how he took care of your mother, and she will be pleased to see that at least one person is genuinely grieving for her.’

After the ritual and bath, we all returned to the room. I was given the very same room where my mother lived for a few months with my brother back in 2012. As I became very tired, I slept after 8:30. When I woke up around 1:00 am, unable to sleep, I sat on the very same cot on which my mother slept. I too stayed in the same room with her to take care of her, sleeping on the floor. When most of the other distant relatives had left after today’s main event, I recalled Pattinattar’s songs (see song 1465, lamenting for his mother) and wrote this song with many tears.

BT Song 1472 Seeing in you 

 Simple English

Stanza 1:

The mother who 

Fed us with milk, 

Showing love 

And adding affection.

Stanza 2:

I turned her to ash 

By burning in the fire, 

And immersed 

In the water.

Stanza 3:

After completing 

The ten days of rituals, 

And following all 

The ritual codes carefully.

Stanza 4:

As I remain 

Alone, since all 

Other relatives 

Have left after the rituals.

Stanza 5:

Keeping her 

In my memory, 

Thinking about her love, 

I will live each day.

Stanza 6:

Once I cry, 

Shedding tears, 

The heavy heart 

Becomes lighter.

Stanza 7:

Memories will 

Keep coming 

Like waves, 

Unable to forget her.

Stanza 8:

As you stay with me, 

Showing 

Mother’s affection 

In such times.

Stanza 9:

Seeing her 

In you, 

Living in you, 

And completing it.

Stanza 10:

I will live with you, 

Having an 

Eternal relationship, 

Never knowing separation.

Kumbakonam, 5-1-2023, (6-1-2023) 1.30 am.

BT Song 1472 Seeing in you 

 Classical English

Stanza 1:

The mother who 

Fed us with milk, 

Showing love 

And adding affection.

Stanza 2:

I turned her to ash 

By burning in the fire, 

And immersed 

In the water.

Stanza 3:

After performing 

The ten days’ rites, 

And adhering to 

The ritual codes meticulously.

Stanza 4:

As I remain 

Alone, for all 

Other kin 

Departed post-ritual.

Stanza 5:

Keeping her 

In my memory, 

Thinking of her love, 

I shall live each day.

Stanza 6:

Once I weep, 

Shedding tears, 

The heavy heart 

Grows lighter.

Stanza 7:

Memories will 

Ever come, 

Like waves, 

Unable to forget her.

Stanza 8:

As thou stayest with me, 

Bestowing 

Mother’s affection 

In such times.

Stanza 9:

Seeing her 

In thee, 

Living in thee, 

And completing it.

Stanza 10:

I shall live with thee, 

In an 

Eternal bond, 

Never knowing separation.

Kumbakonam, 5-1-2023, (6-1-2023) 1.30 am.

 BT Song 1473

As I stayed in the very same room where my mother stayed for a few months in the past, sleeping on the same cot, I often recalled my life with her and now without her. No amount of words can convey my feelings properly. But the only consolation I have is that my relationship with her still continues, though her body is gone, and the Lord is there to comfort me.

BT Song 1473  Live in the relationship

 Simple English

Stanza 1:

I came to you 

To share my burden, 

For it will lighten 

Once I share it.

Stanza 2:

Knowing my heart 

Well in advance, 

You came too 

Before I called you.

Stanza 3:

When I stay 

Silent, 

Struggling to find 

Words to convey.

Stanza 4:

You understood 

My thoughts 

In the tears 

That flowed from my eyes.

Stanza 5:

Without giving 

Any kind of response, 

You came and sat 

Next to me.

Stanza 6:

Wiping the tears 

With your fingers, 

You pulled me 

Onto your lap.

Stanza 7:

When I leaned 

On your lap, 

It gave more comfort 

Than that of a mother.

Stanza 8:

Gently brushing 

My hair, 

You stayed silent too, 

Patting my back.

Stanza 9:

Many losses 

May come in life, 

But none equal 

To that of a mother.

Stanza 10:

But there is no 

Greater love than yours, 

Which you show 

More than a mother.

Stanza 11:

I will receive back 

Double what I lost, 

And live in that relationship 

Which will never be lost.

Stanza 12:

Kumbakonam, 5-1-2023, 7.30 am.

BT Song 1473  Live in the relationship

 Classical English

Stanza 1:

I came unto thee 

To share my burden, 

For it will lighten 

Once I share it.

Stanza 2:

Knowing my heart 

Well in advance, 

Thou also camest 

Before I called thee.

Stanza 3:

When I remain 

In silence, 

Struggling to find 

Words to convey.

Stanza 4:

Thou didst understand 

My thoughts 

In the tears 

That flowed from mine eyes.

Stanza 5:

Not giving 

Any kind of response, 

Thou camest and sat 

Next to me.

Stanza 6:

Wiping the tears 

With thy fingers, 

Thou didst pull me 

Onto thy lap.

Stanza 7:

When I leaned 

On thy lap, 

It gave more comfort 

Than that of a mother.

Stanza 8:

Gently brushing 

My hair, 

Thou also remained silent, 

Patting my back.

Stanza 9:

Though many losses 

May come in life, 

None is equal 

To that of a mother.

Stanza 10:

But there is no 

Greater love than thine, 

Which thou showest 

More than a mother.

Stanza 11:

I shall receive back 

Double what I lost, 

And live in that relationship 

Which shall never be lost.

Stanza 12:

Kumbakonam, 5-1-2023, 7.30 am.

 BT Song 1474

After completing the 14th-day ritual for my mother, I came to Swami Malai with my second sister and her husband to their friend’s house. Both my sister and her husband went out for some work, but I went for a walk on the open terrace. Now I have to return to the ashram to continue living my life without my mother. That very thought made me cry for her. Then, thinking of her again, I wrote this song pouring my heart out.

I recalled several attempts I made in the past to send her away from the ashram so she could have a normal life with others in society, with relatives and companions. But again and again, she refused to leave me alone. She often said, ‘If I go, who will take care of you? Of course, I cannot take care of you as I used to in the past. But by staying with you, at least I can keep an eye on you.’ In the same way, on December 26th, when my sister requested me to give some milk to my mother, I gave her three spoons of milk which she managed to take. But immediately after that, her life left her body, and my sister told me: ‘From the afternoon, her pulse was fluctuating. But you were resting after you took care of amma the whole night. But she was holding her breath only to receive milk from your hand. As she received it, her breath left her.’

Recalling both her love and care for me, and the way her breath left after I gave the milk, will ever remain green in my memory as long as I live. Finding some comfort in these memories, I have to complete my race on this earth. This is a very cruel but unavoidable part of life.

BT Song 1474 Cruel indeed

 Simple English

Stanza 1:

You gave me 

An opportunity 

To serve you, 

To do seva for you.

Stanza 2:

Though I tried 

Many times 

To send you away 

To others to stay.

Stanza 3:

Not wanting 

To leave me alone, 

Till the end 

You stayed with me.

Stanza 4:

Thinking that 

Without you, 

My life wouldn’t be complete, 

You stayed with me.

Stanza 5:

But giving me 

A purposeless life, 

You have 

Left me alone.

Stanza 6:

Finally accepting 

Milk from my hand, 

You gave up 

Your dear life.

Stanza 7:

The rest of my life 

Will remain empty, 

With no one 

To fill your place.

Stanza 8:

Even God cannot 

Replace a mother; 

This indeed 

Is a great truth.

Stanza 9:

Still, I have 

To live; 

That alone 

Has become cruel indeed.

Stanza 10:

But remembering you 

Each day and 

Completing this 

Earthly life.

Stanza 11:

Serving others 

And remembering your love 

Each day in my life.

Stanza 12:

I will complete my 

Race on this earth, 

Finally giving up my life, 

Only remembering you.

Swamimalai, 7-1-2023, 6.00 pm.

BT Song 1474 Cruel indeed

 Classical English

Stanza 1:

Thou gavest me 

An opportunity 

To serve thee, 

To do seva for thee.

Stanza 2:

Though I tried 

Many times 

To send thee away 

To others to stay.

Stanza 3:

Not wishing 

To leave me alone, 

Till the end 

Thou stayed with me.

Stanza 4:

Thinking that 

Without thee, 

My life would not be complete, 

Thou stayed with me.

Stanza 5:

But giving me 

A purposeless life, 

Thou hast 

Left me alone.

Stanza 6:

Finally accepting 

Milk from my hand, 

Thou didst give up 

Thy dear life.

Stanza 7:

The rest of my life 

Shall remain empty, 

With none 

To fill thy place.

Stanza 8:

Even God cannot 

Replace a mother; 

This indeed 

Is a great truth.

Stanza 9:

Still, I must 

Live on; 

That alone 

Hath become cruel indeed.

Stanza 10:

But remembering thee 

Each day and 

Completing this 

Earthly life.

Stanza 11:

Serving others 

And remembering thy love 

Each day in my life.

Stanza 12:

I shall complete my 

Race on this earth, 

Finally yielding my life, 

Only remembering thee.

Swamimalai, 7-1-2023, 6.00 pm.

 BT Song 1475

‘All that is collected should be scattered; all that stands tall will fall one day; all that comes together will be separated; and all that is born will die one day,’ says the famous sloka (from the Mahabharata, I think). Everyone knows this fact, and I am no exception to this common rule. At the same time, each person has to handle loss in their own way. Particularly when one misses someone dear, the loss is beyond comprehension, though one is aware of the law of nature. Specifically, the relationship between a mother and child is unique. It is the kind of special relationship each devotee has with their chosen deity. The same is the case with me. As I slowly come to terms with the fact that my mother is no longer with me physically, it will take a long time for me to accept this fact mentally. The only way for me to handle it is to mourn and pour out my heart by writing poems like this. Of course, others who read this might get irritated. But I have to live my life, despite my vocation. So this evening, after an evening walk, when I returned to the room, I wrote this song in my mother’s voice, which was still ringing in my ears.

BT Song 1475 Comfort yourself

 Simple English

Stanza 1:

You are crying for me, 

That is enough for me. 

There is nothing 

I can do for you.

Stanza 2:

You were born as my child 

And grew up as my son. 

In my old age, 

You became my mother.

Stanza 3:

I don’t have 

The opportunity to 

Come and be born again 

As your child.

Stanza 4:

But I will live 

In your heart. 

There, I will live 

As your child.

Stanza 5:

Only the body 

Has gone, 

And the relationship 

Still continues.

Stanza 6:

You have lived 

For me enough so far. 

From now on, 

You have to live for yourself.

Stanza 7:

I will continue 

To watch you from somewhere. 

If there is any need, 

I will come immediately.

Stanza 8:

Don’t lament, 

Thinking that 

From where and how 

I will look after you.

Stanza 9:

I will remain in others’ bodies. 

In their needs, 

I will come and 

Seek your help.

Stanza 10:

In this land 

Where one laments even for drying crops,@ 

I will dwell among 

Those who seek help.

Stanza 11:

Fulfill your duty 

By doing 

Whatever seva 

You can do for others.

Stanza 12:

Continue to cry 

As long as there is need for that. 

Then you 

Comfort yourself.

Stanza 13:

Though the relationship between 

Mother and child 

Is common 

Everywhere.

Stanza 14:

Our relationship 

Will remain unique, 

And only we 

Know about it.

Stanza 15:

I don’t have 

Anything more to tell. 

I don’t have enough 

Words to comfort you.

Swamimalai, 8-1-2023, 7.00 pm.

@Famous line by Swami Ramalinga Vallalar, a Tamil saint who wrote: 

I feel sad whenever I see drying crops [without water].

BT Song 1475 Comfort yourself

 Classical English

Stanza 1:

Thou art weeping for me, 

That suffices for me. 

There is naught 

I can do for thee.

Stanza 2:

Thou wast born as my child 

And didst grow as my son. 

In mine old age, 

Thou becamest my mother.

Stanza 3:

I have not 

The chance to 

Come and be born again 

As thy child.

Stanza 4:

But I shall live 

In thy heart. 

There, I shall live 

As thy child.

Stanza 5:

Only the body 

Hath gone, 

And the relationship 

Still endures.

Stanza 6:

Thou hast lived 

For me enough thus far. 

Henceforth, 

Thou must live for thyself.

Stanza 7:

I shall continue 

To watch thee from somewhere. 

If there be any need, 

I shall come forthwith.

Stanza 8:

Do not lament, 

Thinking whence and how 

I shall look after thee.

Stanza 9:

I shall abide in others’ forms. 

In their needs, 

I shall come and 

Seek thy aid.

Stanza 10:

In this land 

Where one laments even for withering crops,@ 

I shall dwell among 

Those who seek aid.

Stanza 11:

Fulfill thy duty 

By performing 

Whatsoever seva 

Thou canst for others.

Stanza 12:

Continue to weep 

As long as need be. 

Then thou 

Shalt comfort thyself.

Stanza 13:

Though the bond between 

Mother and child 

Is common 

Everywhere.

Stanza 14:

Our relationship 

Shall remain unique, 

And only we 

Shall know it.

Stanza 15:

I have no more 

To impart. 

I lack the words 

To comfort thee.

Swamimalai, 8-1-2023, 7.00 pm.

@Famous line by Swami Ramalinga Vallalar, a Tamil saint who wrote: 

I feel sad whenever I see drying crops [without water].

 BT Song 1471 ஆறுதல் அடையும்

அழுதும் மனது 

ஆறாத போது 

ஆறுதல் தருவது 

யாரெனக் கூறு     1 

பாடுள்ள மனிதரை 

நாடிச் செல்வது 

வீணென எனக்கும் 

தெரியும் பாரு     2 

சொல்லித் தீர்த்தல் 

பாரம் குறையும் 

அழுதுத் தீர்த்தால் 

மனதும் ஆறும்    3 

என்பது உண்மை 

என்கிற போது 

இரண்டும் கிடைக்கலை 

காரணம் யாது     4 

பிறரிடம் சொன்னால் 

புரளியாய் மாறும் 

மனதின் பாரமும் 

பெருகிப் போகும்   5 

அழுதபின் ஆறுதல் 

அடைந்த மனது 

நீ தேற்ற மறுத்தால் 

எப்படி ஆறும்      6 

என்னதான் காலம் 

மாறிய போதும் 

உன்னருள் ஒன்றே 

தீர்வெனக் காணும் 7 

அழும்போது மனது 

உறவினை நினைந்து 

தந்த உனக்கு 

நன்றியும் கூறும்   8 

அதிலுள்ள உனது 

கருணையை நினைந்து 

அனுதினம் உன்னையேத் 

துதிக்கத் தோன்றும்      9 

பிறப்பு இறப்பு 

வாழ்வு பிரிவு 

இயற்கையின் நியதியாய் 

இருந்த போதும்    10 

இந்த நியதியும் 

நீ வைத்ததாலே 

அதனை ஏற்று 

வாழ்ந்திட வேண்டும்     11 

ஆயினும் மனது 

அழும்போது மட்டும் 

உடனே உன்கரம் 

அணைத்திட வேண்டும்   12 

அந்த அணைப்பிலே 

நான் பெரும் சுகத்தை 

எண்ணியே மனதும் 

ஆறுதல் அடையும்       13 

கும்பகோணம், 4-1-2022, மாலை, 7.30

 BT Song 1472 உன்னிலே கண்டு

பாசத்தைக் காட்டி 

நேசத்தைக் கூட்டி 

பாலுமே ஊட்டி 

வளர்த்த அன்னையை      1 

தீயிலே போட்டு 

சாம்பலும் ஆக்கி 

நீரினில் இட்டு 

நானும் கரைத்தேன்    2 

பத்துநாள் காரியம் 

பலவும்செய்து 

சுத்த பத்தம் 

எல்லாம் பார்த்து  3 

சடங்கினை முடித்து 

சொந்தங்கள் திரும்ப 

தனிமையில் நான் 

இருந்த போதும்  4 

நினைவினுள் வைத்து 

நாளும் எண்ணி 

பாசத்தை எண்ணி 

நானும் வாழ்வேன்     5 

கண்ணீர் விட்டு 

கதறி அழுதபின் 

கனத்த இதயம் 

இலகுவாய் மாற  6 

நினைவுகள் மட்டும் 

நீங்காது என்றும் 

தொடர்ந்து வாழ்வில் 

அலையென மோதும்  7 

அப்போது உனது 

துணையும் இருந்து 

அன்னையின் பாசம் 

நீயுமே காட்ட     8 

உன்னிலே அவளை 

என்றுமே கண்டு 

உன்னிலே வாழ்ந்து 

வாழ்வினை முடித்து  9 

என்றுமே பிரிவு 

இல்லாத உறவு 

உன்னிடம் கொண்டு 

நானும் வாழ்வேன்     10 

கும்பகோணம், 5-1-2023, (6-1-2023) இரவு 1.30

 BT Song 1473 உறவில்வாழ்வேன்

உன்னிடம் சொன்னால் 

ஆறிடும் என்று 

ஓடியே வந்தேன் 

நானுமே சொல்ல      1 

என் மன ஓட்டம் 

முன்னமே அறிந்து 

நீயுமே வந்தாய் 

நாடியே என்னை  2 

சொல்ல வார்த்தை 

தேடியே தவித்து 

மவுனமாய் நானும் 

இருந்த போது     3 

விழிகளின் ஓரம் 

கசிந்திடும் நீரில் 

சொல்ல வந்ததை 

நீயும் உணர்ந்தாய்     4 

பதிலாக ஒன்றும் 

நீ தாராமல் 

பக்கத்தில் வந்து 

அமர்ந்து கொண்டு     5 

உன்விரல் நுனியால் 

விழிநீர் துடைத்து 

மடிமீது என்னை 

சாய்த்துக் கொண்டாய்      6 

அன்னையின் மடிபோல 

ஆறுதல் தருகின்ற 

உன்வடி மீதிலே 

நான்சாய்ந்த போது     7 

மெதுவாக எனது 

தலையும் கோதி 

முதுகைத் தடவி 

மவுனம் காத்தாய்      8 

எத்தனை இழப்புகள் 

வாழ்வினில் வந்தாலும் 

அன்னையின் இழப்பிற்கு 

ஈடொன்றும் இல்லை  9 

அன்னையின் மேலாக 

நீயுமேத் தருகின்ற 

உன்அன்புக்கு மாறாக 

வேறொன்றும் இல்லை     10 

இழந்ததை இரட்டிப்பாய் 

உன்னிடம் பெறுவேன் 

இழக்காத உறவில் 

என்றும் வாழ்வேன்    11 

கும்பகோணம், 5-1-2023, காலை 7.30

 BT Song 1474 மாபெரும் கொடுமை

உனக்கு சேவை 

நானும் செய்ய 

எனக்குத் தந்தாய் 

நீயொரு வாய்ப்பு       1 

பலமுறை உன்னை 

பிறரிடம் அனுப்ப 

பலவித முயற்சிகள் 

நான் செய்த போதும்  2 

என்னை விட்டு 

சென்றிட மறுத்து 

இறுதி வரையில் 

என்னுடன் இருந்தாய்  3 

நீயன்றி என்வாழ்வு 

நிறைவு பெறாது 

என்று எண்ணி 

என்னுடன் இருந்தாய்  4 

ஆயினும் இப்போது 

குறைவுள்ள வாழ்க்கை 

வாழ்ந்து வைத்து 

நீயும் சென்றாய்  5 

இறுதியில் என்கையால் 

பாலும் அருந்தி 

உன்னுயிர் தன்னை 

நீயும் விட்டாய்    6 

எஞ்சிய என்வாழ்வு 

வெறுமையாய் இருக்கும் 

உன்னிடம் நிறப்ப 

யாருமே இன்றி  7 

தெய்வத்தால் கூட 

தாயிடம் நிறப்ப 

முடியாது என்பதே 

மாபெரும் உண்மை    8 

ஆனாலும் நானும் 

வாழத்தான் வேண்டும் 

என்பதே இப்போது 

மாபெரும் கொடுமை  9 

ஆனாலும் அனுதினம் 

உன்னை நினைந்து 

உலக வாழ்வை 

நானும் முடித்து  10 

என்னால் முடிந்த 

சேவை செய்து 

உனது அன்பை 

நாளும் நினைந்து      11 

உன்நினைவோடு 

உயிரும் போய் 

என்னோட்டம் முடிப்பேன் 

இத்தரை மீது     12 

சுவாமிமலை, 7-1-2023, மாலை 6

 BT Song 1475 நீயே தேற்று

எனக்காக அழுகிறாய் 

அதுபோதும் எனக்கு 

இனிமேல் நான்செய்ய 

ஒன்றில்லை உனக்கு  1 

மதலையாய் பிறந்தாய் 

மகனாக வளர்ந்தாய் 

முதுமையில் எனக்கு 

தாயாக ஆனாய்  2 

மீண்டும் உனக்கே 

பிள்ளையாய்ப் பிறந்து 

வாழ்ந்திடும் வாய்ப்பு 

இல்லை எனக்கு  3 

ஆனால் உனது 

மனதில் இருப்பேன் 

அங்கே உனது 

சேயாய் வாழ்வேன்    4 

உடல்தான் போனது 

உறவோ உள்ளது 

அங்கே தாய்சேய் 

உறவும் தொடருது     5 

இதுவரை எனக்காய் 

வாழ்ந்தது போதும் 

இனிமேல் உனக்காய் 

வாழணும் நீயும்  6 

எங்கோ இருந்து 

உன்னை பார்ப்பேன் 

தேவைப் பட்டால் 

உடனே வருவேன்     7 

எங்கே எப்படி 

இனிநான் பார்ப்பேன் 

என்று புலம்பி 

நீ கலங்காதே     8 

தேவை உள்ளோர் 

உடலில் இருப்பேன் 

தேடியே வந்து 

உதவி கேட்பேன்  9 

வாடும் பயிருக்கே 

வாடிய பூமியில்@ 

நாடும் மனிதர் 

நடுவில் இருப்பேன்    10 

உன்னால் முடிந்த 

சேவை செய்து 

நீபட்ட எஞ்சிய 

கடனைத் தீரு     11 

எதுவரை அழனுமோ 

அதுவரை அழுது 

இறுதியில் உன்னை 

நீயே தேற்று      12 

தாய்சேய் உறவு 

பொதுவான போதும் 

அதிலும் ஆயிரம் 

மாற்றம் இருக்கும்     13 

நாம்கொண்ட உறவோ 

தனித்தே இருக்கும் 

நமக்கு மட்டுமே 

புரிந்தும் இருக்கும்     14 

இனிநான் சொல்ல 

ஏதுமே இல்லை 

ஆறுதல் சொல்ல 

வார்த்தையும் இல்லை      15 

சுவாமிமலை, 8-1-2023, மாலை 7.00

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